preferred to be called: vivz, jie, ying
years of existence: 20
affilated: capricorn, jan, 6, 1986
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1:37:00 AM






5 down~! 1 more to go..

I survived 4.. but with one i'm so dead pan worried i might flunk the paper. Its such a crucial module i can't afford to da pao it.. and my ca can't save it because of my lousy practical exam marks.. sigh sigh sigh.

i hope after this post i will stop thinking about it.


10:49:00 PM






my happy family! ha




2:35:00 AM






chirpy cheerio

hah friends around me has been extremly amused by my good mood these few days.. cos i laugh and smiled like a nutcase almost everyday.. i din had anything that cheered me up particularly, i just felt like smiling to everyone i saw! hahah, if you asked me why i was this happy last week it could have been a case of eyecandy overdose! but not this week!

come to think of it, i really really pray he doesn't know his place exists.. cos right after my previous previous post he updated his blog. MAJOR revival! and i saw him bout two days from when i posted.. tsk..

so the happy goes lucky? haha


7:40:00 PM






tackling the runs

due to a bad stroke of luck, your royal highness jun zhu went to tt training only to realize none of the girls were present! after missing from training for 2 weeks, i was desperately in need of exercise but seems like no one's gonna grant me that..

so... i changed from my office work wear and went to tackle the track instead..

hah in case anyone doesn't know, running has always been the last on my exercise list.. i just dread running ever since i was a kid.. in primary school i was always the sprinter for my class.. 100m.. 200m... but never a long distance runner. 1.6km never fail to torture me to death haha. that's always this eh v tired feeling and that i'll never be able to finish the course in time thing.. den came secondary and jc napfa, 2.4km!!! nightmare for prob the 4-6 years.. and i will always remember the hai-i-don't-wan-to-see-you-again chinese high dreadful track ha.. 6 laps to me was like Jurong to Changi hahah..

but today 6 laps surprisingly took less effort of me and i realized they seem to pass fast! A moment ago i was stretching and a moment later i'm stretching again! ha, not trying to say i grew fitter.. hah but just that this time i realized when i was running, my mind was full of happy thoughts.. full of anticipation.. in the past when i hit the track the mind's always thinking of dreadful stuff like " another 200000cm to run... another 100000cum.. shit i'm tired.. can i give up?" kind of thoughts. Den this time round it was leg running, brain thinking "next year birthday wear nice nice, eat nice nice, play alot.., tml eat sushi? later eat guo tie? go work and travel can go where to play?" the kind the more you think the more you wan to think.. haha den suddenly eh, last round!

den, i had this really evil thought to overtake this girl(heavy weight duty) who kept overtaking me at every lap to cut into my lane (?why?)... ha so right after she overtook me, i sprinted my way through the last three quaters lap... prob throwing her half a track behind.. it was kinda funny cos i felt obnoxiously victorious after that.. haha bo liao...

and so, mission completed. 6 laps without tiring out and even went on pingponging (my coach dragged me to play with the guys)

now.. its time to tackle the books.

zzz..


10:46:00 PM








know this place been dead a long time.. eyecandy ain't updating his so i lost my motivation haha.. not like he knows this place exists ha..

been busy in school.. every weeks flies... i think i'll be so glad when i survived this semester.. next year will be better i hope. =)

nice song nice lyrics..




12:10:00 AM






funny!!

saw this on cy's blog.. just wanted to keep a copy of it.. with all the funny english errors and grammer mistakes.. haha and it sounded more like the perfect guy to find instead of the guy who loves you. .

The guy who loves you, can't tell you the reason why he loves you. He only knows that, in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who loves you, although he always makes you mad, but whatever he has done is for your own good.

The guy who loves you, seldom praises you. But in his heart, you are the best. Only he knows it.

The guy who loves you, will scold or complain if you didn't reply his messages or answer his calls because he cares for you.

The guy who loves you , only drops his tears in front of you. When you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart , the heart which beats for you.

The guy who loves you , will remember every word you said , even if accidentally. And he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you, will not give any promises that easily because he don't want to break the promise. He wants you to believe him and give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you, always tells you not to think too much, because he has already planned it for you. He wants to give you the best life in the future. He wants to give you a surprise, believing that he can do it.

The guy who loves you, maybe can't remember those special occasions like anniversaries, but he does know that, every second he lives, he's loving you, no matter what day is it.

The guy who loves you, won't say "I love you" that easily, because everything he has done for you already shows that he love you. He will only say it at the special situations because he don't want you to misunderstand. He wants you to know that he really loves you.

The guy who really loves you, will feel that sometimes certain things only have to say once because he thought that you might already understand him. If talk so much, he will feel that there's nothing you will cherish.

The guy who loves you, will go to the airport to fetch you but he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. He will carry your luggage and ask you " Why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart. - sweet.

The guy who loves you, will listen quietly to you when you are mad. When you have finished, he will say " You still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier." with a smile.

The guy who loves you, don't know whether he should call you when you are angry but he will send a message to you after few hours. If you ask him why he called that late, he will say "When you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works."

The guy who loves you, always treat you like a little girl. But everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you, don't like little toys like teddy bears, but he will always put the bear you gave him at his bed. =)

The guy who loves you, while quarrelling, he will apologize although you are the one who's wrong. But later, he will say " Baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself."

The guy who loves you, seldom say sweet words. But you know, his kisses have already transfer all his passion to you.

The guy who loves you , if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy so that he will not have any time to think of you. Because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you


2:46:00 PM






pigsy trotsy

becos of a moment of folly..

my leg become this.


before wearing my guard..

and after..



12:33:00 AM






throatty trotty..

miss vivz had a bad throat for near 2 weeks! scary.. think her frens are almost getting used to her so not sexy voice that sounds blocked forever.. its not so serious so that she gotta see a doc.. just that she hasn't eat fried food for a long long time.. but she still had the blessings of eating gelare ice cream waffle! *beams* *blissed* *<-- glutton*

but v fit *ahEm* her went for cyclohunt.. cycled for 7 and half hours and nearly had her thigh muscles torn haaa.. racing through from ecp to kallang indoor stadium, boon keng, upper thomson, lower pierce, yio chu kang, novena, newton den back to ecp via bugis kallang lavender again! i wondered how many km that is..

not fogetting the fact of having nearly lost her life if not for her cat instincts upon biaoge's ultimate stunt of the year.

sigh.. its been a long day.. so much work, so bored! hope the voice comes back soon!


12:32:00 AM






Preaching preaching..

i think its such an amazing thing to know that everyone's view of life view of ethics personal principles is different in each and other way. Even views of siblings might differ, principles in principle is not fixed~! Then how did our parents bring us up i wonder.

its like, you may think doing something a particular way is right, appropriate. Then someone comes along and tell you "hey, that's a big mistake. You should have done it this way." Either you open up to the idea or insists that yours is right.

i was arguing with my sister (not the fierce kind, normal debate) about her teaching her tuition kids. She thinks that one of the tutee is lazy, refuses to put in effort becos she forgets everything she taught her just a week ago. And the cycle continues. So she will be damn fierce, scold her and get annoyed if she asks questions that has been answered a million years. And this works! for a week only she claims. After which her tutee turns back to normal. haha.. sounds like a problematic case. Then there i was trying to impose my idea of teaching.. all the patience and rubbish.. it applies to me of course cos i wouldn't lose my cool just becos someone ask me algebra over 10 weeks. But i realised it doesn't to my sister. so well, we each stayed on with our views.. she shall teach in her way and me to mine.. interesting, i bet we both will have extremely different kind of tutees if we one day decided to open a moral school hahahah

i realise in our daily affairs, people are constantly trying to impose their principles on each other.. it becomes part of our personality.. how we tHink things should be done.. den of course conflicts arises. wHo is to determine who's doing the right thing? at times like this, i do think that trying to impose your principles on others can get really annoying.. maybe cos deep down no one likes to be preached.. esp someone as stubborn as me. haha.. i dun like it when people tell me to do things their way not becos its a better solution but becos my approach is wrong.. it just activates the self defence mechanism and nth comes out of it.. but strangely it doesn't applies to my mum.. maybe i think i inherit alot of her views, some of my dad's too.. so most are readily accepted. Only in rare cases.

oh well.. after such a hefty long piece.. i shall hereby TRY to NV impose my view on others(which i dunno how often i'm guilty of), cept on rare cases(life and death). So i prey(pun intended) whoever who tries to do that to me to stop too!

amitabha. hahah.


12:14:00 AM








it was a amusing scene at sukiya just now, i was about to sit down when i realised a whole table of group 2 people were sitting at the table beside.. so the whole bunch of them stared while i sat.. *slow motion* perplexed at being stared i kept saying "zuo mo?" (why?) Fabian and bengchang they all just stayed quiet and continue staring at me while i settle down.. and it was like 8 9 pairs of eyes looking at me while i sat down put my bag and look at them before bengchang said smiling "deng ren ar" haha...

maybe they tot i was having a hot date on a thursday at 8pm... in school =.=

but no, here i'm in the new jap restaurant.. alone and spending near to one hour to finishing my ramen.. thanks to my horrible throat... i should start on my diet of eating congee everyday from now onwards. NO MORE FRIED FOOD! ---> damn hard. haha.. k time to go back to doing my work.. i like working alone! its so much more efficient..


9:01:00 PM






perfectionist

i made a silly mistake at work today. although it wasn't totally my fault, there was all this guilt mounting up in the chest till it felt awful.

the palmist told me once that i'm a perfectionist.. and that probably explains why i get upset so much when i make mistakes.. i learnt from the mistake. So next time its time to learn to let go.

I'll be a happier person then. (^-^)


Human err, but sometimes i just hope it wasn't me.


7:51:00 PM








my grandpa passed away on thursday.. i'm better already.


its just a time to start moving on and appreciate those that are around you.


10:11:00 PM








time now is 3.50am in the morning, 6 hrs later i'm to reach science park fuji xerox for a briefing for my admin job.. and no i'm not so excited about it that i can't get to sleep but i'm struggling to do my 3265 tutorial.. its only the first tut and i'm already having trouble.. seems like econs and business combined really kills.. 7 long questions is really long! sigh, and i still have labs coming up.. feels tired already ha..

not to mention that i've been an injury and illness prone baby for the week, lost my footing on the steps(cos my slippers' grip wore off) on fri and hit my leg against the steps.. now there's a really big bump on my leg.. ha but lucky no one saw.. then sun when i was trying to move off on my rollar blades i accidentally knocked my knee against a stone chair hah.. after which i had an unbearable headache for the night after the bbq.. so weak!

like my mum nags.. eat less heaty food, drink more water and sleep early.

hah i'll try.


3:53:00 AM






soc ball 19th Aug - aRE you nAughty or niCe

went for the ball on sat at conrad centennial hotel with renzhi and his fow gang, it was quite worth the money. $15 dollars for unlimited spread of teatime pastries and food.. i think both renzhi and me are probably the only ones who ate non stop throughout the whole event ha.. spring rolls, cheese cakes, teppanyaki sticks, sushi, siew mai...

and surprisingly the greedy both of us who were made to dance before hand, won prizes in the lucky draw each! Renzhi won the 15th? 14th? prize i think while i won the 5th prize. And the funny thing was that, Renzhi was commenting that i haven won anything from the lucky draw yet and they called my number next. haha.. think i nearly spit my sushi out when i was called..

will post the picture of the watch up once i get my camera back.. a very nice solvil titus watch worth a hundred bucks.. went to the chain to have the strap color changed to red (it was originally beige, my family thinks it clash with my fair skin ha) and still, trying hard to get used to wearing it.. i'm so not a watch person! haven wore one since sec 1 haha..

oh well kudos for computing club for organising such a great event.. prizes and food were great, the place had great atmostphere too.. (nice dance floor for couples to whizz to the slow music...) and did i mention first prize for lucky draw was a Ipod~? hahah.. k don't make those who missed it regret.

make sure you come for the next one then! =)


8:12:00 PM






sent for repair

sent my cam via mail for repair this morn.

hope it reaches there in one piece soon. =|


8:09:00 PM






astro-palmistry

i had my palm read today! such interesting findings.. although he was extremely vague in alot of points.. but still spot on at least.. the person said that i am someone who knows how to enjoy life.. and my boyfriend must not be STINGY.. hahaha.. quite true ar, i really cannot stand stingy guys.. note the difference between stingy and thrifty tho. And when i mean not stingy i don't mean guys who go around showering people with notes. That's extravagant.. there should be a balance somehow.. he touched on quite alot of stuff about me love life and career too but i tot i shouldn't go around spreading it ha. Go find master khoo who's always around Nus if you wanna find out more!


9:13:00 PM




pictures

biaoge took a picture of me and he said it was a nice picture.

i came home upload it into my com and realised its blurred.

arwh, think i only look nice if everything's a blur. hahahahz....




12:43:00 AM






cheerio

on a brighter note from the previous gloom

i saw my eyecandy today, doing a corner kick at one of the src court.
and i was walking along that pavement beside the side of the court heading towards the busstop along aye..

so he was just standing beside me! funny how he can look so intimidating in person ha.

i'm so lookin forward to ifg this year again. (^-^)


10:19:00 PM




first week of school

everyone's back in school after a long 3 months break, luckily all in one piece.

And after two days of lecture worth lessons only, my project 'pay attention in lect' failed badly today. haah.. first two hours is the morn was alright but genes and soc managed to get my attention for only 1.5 hours.. for which the last 15 mins i felt drowsy and nth went in.

this is bad. i think my attention span for lectures is only 1.5 hrs max.. 2 hrs lect is really really too long for me. So far on tue both lectures lasted exact 1.5 hrs. So was the first lect today, second lect was genes. and i walked out a zombie.

and the bad news is i've THREE LECTS IN A ROW tml!!! **gasps** 6hrs of lesson.. i foresee a sleepin marathon.. hahaa.. i hate it when i can't make myself stay awake, cos its really more tiring to doze for 5 10 mins. really really.

aside from these, i did something i regret today.. went for NUSSU CBLC interview thinking it was an interview for the job.. but unfortunately it was a jOB with EXTRA requirements.. we were actually interviewing for a place in the committee.. and blurry me din know wats happening and i choose marketing.. during the interview they told me i've to commit whole of this sem to finding sponsors for their year end project some cyberia? camp?? a huge event supposedly whereby whole of nus can join.. and now i'm regretting.. cos i don't even know much about the event! and i don't like taking things on with zero confidence.

this is bad, i think i should pull out.. wouldn't be such a headache if i won't get it.. but they sound like they wan me becos i've links to funka marketing..

should have found out more beforehand.

arghh.


9:59:00 PM






jun4 zhu3

in the past, i think only super act cute girls call themselves princess...

there now i am, calling myself jun4 zhu3 郡主 (chinese for princess/countess/duchess/royal lady i dunno) like nobody business ha.. as much as it sounds like handsome pig too...

so conflicting. i'm not trying to find excuse for calling myself that, i was trying to fit into my happy family or royal relatives...

haha, there's the lorsor wu ah ge.. cute cute's xiao yan zi ge ge.. and the lovely qing ge ge~~

man, how could you miss out a countess here.




1:03:00 AM








its 1am and i'm still drinking my horlicks made some hour ago (still warm).

i got frightened by cockroaches 4 times today.

heard myself whine and then tot that was so girly.

i went shopping alone in chinatown.

victorious items: 3 shirts n 3 lingerie.

i find office wear and short hair uber attractive suddenly.

i ate alone at the biggest Han's along pickering street

i forgot what i wanted to blog initially.. argh.

can someone connect all these for me?


1:07:00 AM






on impulse

tml is my day off.. and i've this super strong urge to cross the damn causeway by means of public transport for a day of retail therapy... but my pay ain't anywhere to be seen yet.. its not like i earn alot.. but i just feel much happier to know my money doubles over the other greeny..

but but...

its not safe to go alone.. as much as i wish.. unless i keep from my mum that i'll be travelling over...

which is. not right.

hai.

justin kong got involved in a serious accident, i hope he's fine. Going to visit him after his checkup tml...


11:44:00 PM






yesh...

new skin.. after everything done and set up by miss ysy, it looks a bit better than it originally was.. ha, but there's still more changes to be done..

hope people like the new look.. a change from dark and gloom. (^-^)


11:46:00 PM






beaming!

miss darling vivz gets a three day break starting tml! joy o joy.. i feel so much like a recruit looking forward to book out on the weekends.. ha even happier than that! gonna rest my full on the three days out.. prob go r n r by having a swim and some retail therapy.. i just realised my wardrobe size increase by only 2 piece over the hols.. one top and one dress for camp.. haha.. dun expect much change from me when school starts!

*skips around...* haha


11:41:00 PM






i call it the cooped up syndrome..

i never knew working could get me depressed!! all i do all day is feel super low, down and utterly destroyed.. i even lost the motivation to get out of the shop at the end of the day.. i probably crawled home.

i blame it on the lack of space/sales in the shop.. its like a mental room.. all small and spaceless cept that there's music playing all day.. now i know why most mental patients never get to see the other side of the sunny green, you'll just go crazier the longer you stay there.. everything is a piece of gloom...

but i managed to step out of the stiffening doom! being gloomy and melancholic is so not me... i went to walk around the cck neighbourhood yesterday and treat myself to my mum's yummy chicken curry treat for the entire day today.. and i found time to blog! great, project sunshine on the way...

on a sad note, my small hubby haven got the chance to see me p-plate graduate before going off to some third world country to be some ministor or tai tai's kaki.. i'm missing him already.

i hope the weekend goes well.


3:25:00 PM






the long month

for the whole june i was packed.. i went taiwan for 10 long days when so much of the time the weather just din give us the go and we spent time just in chyi's grandma's place.. it was quality time spent since 4 of us haven't really been seeing each other in ages.. just felt so much like ny days again ha.. and i had quite an experience having kai as my bunk buddy haa..

i know i still owe some of you guys photos.. they are coming!!! meanwhile for those who dutifully checked this area.. finally there's some action...



the very nice essense of the ten days trip.. there's more but ya i'm lazy.. =| hahaha

right after i'm back from the long ten day trips, i started work.. everywhere.. in lot 1 in school or the camps coming up.. for almost everyday some week i couldn't rem, i helped the bao gao liao team with all the work.. i dun believe in proportionate distribution of work.. there can never be.. as long as we all have the same motive, that is, to make the camp a great one, no amount of work is too much for anyone.

den the following week i charge to school for a fun filled 4 days camp with my fellow socians.. the camp size was small, we knew almost every one and another.. and nevertheless it was fun with my suhilis =)



and of cos it's always save the best for the last.. i'll have another post up soon the camp of the year, CAC Oasis 06 (^-^) gotta go round collecting the photos first ha

zzz time, long week ahead!


1:04:00 AM






i blogged!

yes finally.. ok i'm not that busy to not be able to blog for a full fletch 3 weeks but you see.. if you work everyday and only get time to yourself when its like 12 midnight would you have the mood to blog? hrm some people do i guess but ay, i don't blog for a living so it doesn't really matter to me.. not to mention i've camp programs to write and emails(TONS) to reply whenever i'm back to the com at night.. 2 hrs of online admin stuff is routine.. den comes leisure.. blogging, surfing web etc.. sick eh.

anyway, i don't know what i've been busy with this whole week, i just remember working everyday last week, days i don't work i had camp trials lasting for the whole day.. walking around town for 9 hrs straight with the guys is extremely tiring.. but the company's great so i'm not complaining.. i guess its tons more fun to be in the committee cos you get so much time together doing stuff with a common objective. All the freshmen gotta have fun! Hopefully we get persuade enough peeps to join in the camp..

i went out with the a5b khakis last sun to kbox.. not to mention that they threw my apron into the rubbish chute thinking it was rubbish and my mum's water bottle away even tho they promised to keep.. make a wasted trip down and got my mum v quite furious. Becos i had a stinking and wet apron(i washed it) i had to make do with one in the office that was like a feet or 2 shorter than me showing my feet every where ha..

the restaurant i was working at had some change in the ownership, small boss sold all his shares to the big boss palm beach and we had some huge human resource switch.. tons of worker left the place and in came two new personnel.. a manager call natalie and supervisor kelvin. Both super duper young! i know the guy's only 25 and he's quite blur... keep asking me how to press cashier.. ha but ok la, i think both quite nice.. maybe cos young young den everything also do together.. they even keep the plates put cutleries wash all the stuff! not bad ar, no airs... since they short of pple, i helped them out this week too though i wanted to quit with the previous management..

and i'm off to taiwan next week!! tts exciting.. tons to prepare before the trip too ha.. fun fun fun meanwhile i hope all who has seen this don't try to call or something.. i'll be leaving my phone in singapore.. with someone i dunno who yet to take care of it.. drop me an email instead! should be checking it pretty often over there...

working tml.. sat.. sun... mon taiwan!!! haha so happy.. =)


1:29:00 AM






busy busy!

been working alot the past few days.. but i like it! ha, i know pple are saying i'm nuts but i like the idea of my time well spent everyday.. instead of rotting at home watching tv doing nth..

so anw, monday was the start of Cac welfare chalet, we went over early to pasir ris to get food before gng there to prepare.. small gathering i guess since not a single soul from the subclub turned up.. just main comm and us. But still fun la, ha.. jing han and co got v high by the end of the first night, i slept at 3am and woke at 7 for work while they played bridge and monopoly for the whole night to morn..

went to work at suntec semicons exhibition from the chalet, really slack ar since no visitors from the public was allowed.. all i had to do was tend the booth when paul was not around, talk to the big icons walking around, pass them paul's name card, run some errands etc.. Great experience though, learn alot from paul and the engineers around.. and i had fun talking to the big business guys! ha.. went back to chalet after tt, hang around a bit before the 4 of us (jq, bg, alvin, me) shared cab back. Cabbing from pasir ris to west side cost us a total of 28++ bucks!! amazing. bout the most ex cab i ever took ha.

the next day was the same again, went suntec work, den let off at 5 rushed to ycy at holland v to work again.. dad came to fetch me home after his work at 11.. 13+ hrs at work! ha i was so taxed i could fall asleep in a min anywhere.. on train on car..

last day at suntec i met more pple, there's this really cool jap guy who was good in english and mandarin, we had fun talking to him.. real smart guy, picked up mandarin in 4 months! can you believe it? ended work at 4.. shortest day. den went home to rest since i din had to work tt night at ycy.. fell asleep on the bus for bout hr before reaching home.. din even feel tired till early morning..

today was packed too.. went to meet wk ard noon to get tape, den town in the afternoon to meet agent to get some insurance stuff.. evening time went to work at ycy again ha, saw eugene rick and chu hui after their late dinner at holland.. seems like they had a fun day at sentosa.. will join them if i ever have the time ha.

working at guowei's shop tml at lot 1! ha, another long day.. 11 to 9.30... but most prob bg coming to rot w me ha, pass me more bleach to watch also yay!

kk, time to get some rest.. my back's starting to hurt..


1:08:00 AM






on tearing.

i realise i laugh alot.

and i tear alot too.

i cried watching the korean serial xin niang shi ba shui(bride 18) at the part where she waited in the cold for him the whole night just becos he said so.. only for him to chide her when he found her.

i even cried watching bleach! just becos the kind brother came back as an evil ghost only to see his little sister.. den he died.

wah lau, tear ducts spoil.


12:40:00 AM






Eternal YS II

theoratically, my exams are supposed on end on the 3rd.. however, becos i had such a tight schedule for my first 5 papers(20th, 21st, 21st, 24th, 25th), i'm just gonna heck the last mcq crap paper and give myself an unofficial holiday before it. Yes, ive 9 days before that paper! so haha, i started my life of degeneration.. spending two whole days in isolation at home and tadah! I completed a RPG game! cool, dunno if it's the game short or i damn pia.. spend lotsa hours on it.. there was few times i had hiccups with it so the need for forums.. but really, help was limited! No one really played this game i guess..

ok, a evaluation of the game:


Game title: Eternal Ys II (my YS I had some bug so i had to start with this, might miss up on some story part but it doesn't matter)
Rate: 4 stars out of 5!(one star off cos it's pretty short.. and for one stupid bug)


Graphics: nice! i like all the opening ending video, the v nice looking all characters..


Control: one thing i've to comment is the control is v simple.. i'm playing this game on my laptop and using only arrow keys, alt and clt buttons.. and i've no problems moving around real fast around the kings.. there's other shortcuts like I for inventory, E for equipment.. easy la..


Story: ok, i mean how power can you get, it's always to hero clear obstable save the world thing.. but its not that cliche.. cept maybe pretty Lilia can get over mushy to you at times..


Difficulty: most of the tasks are quite possible to complete if you bother to talk to the people around for clues.. but there are a few kings i thought was quite hard to beat.. so you gotta save the game prepare lotsa herbs and fight fight fight.. died quite a few times at one of the last few kings.. irritating. But the last 2 were a breeze if you can get pass those before that.


Leveling: one thing i like about this game is that you level up pretty fast! you know the usual rpg what you have to do to level up is to walk around the area den "Prepare for battle" screen pops up and you have to painfully wait for each other's turn to attack each other, choose spell etc. For eternal Ys, all you have to do is to make an offensive charge at the creatures around to kill them. Very time saving! this probably explain how i managed to finish the game in two days aha.


Final verdict: Try it if you're really bored and wan to kill a day or two of time. ;)






12:30:00 PM






my pig trotters...

Miss darling vivz got attacked some days ago by some insects she doesn't know. The worst thing is she doesn't even know when and where she was bitten until she found the SIX bites on her legs swollen and red and VERY visible.. these bites were highly irritable and itch every single second.. so much so miss darling vivz couldn't resist scratching them most of the time till they hurt.. Luckily, she had darling neighbours who got her antisceptic cream to apply on last night so she could have a proper sleep.. part of them got better.. there was a reduce in size and a visible change in colour.. but most of them remained as bad as it was..

aw. they really itch alot.


10:11:00 PM






isn't he cute? (^-^)




10:14:00 PM






on Ci Ren mode...

i was reading alvin's blog when he mentioned something about someone who literally stepped a kitten to death with her heels.. i tot it wasn't real so i just click on the link anyway..

and there it was, REAL pictures of this IDIOT FREAKING WOMAN who really killed the kitten!! i saw the pics once and i couldn't bear to see them again, i nearly cry for goodness sake.. poor kitty~! how can anyone ever put their heart down to do this kind of thing to the poor living thing? there was this one pic she actually aim her heels into the eye of the kitten!! tmd, i'm on fire.

so bloody pissed with that woman, i swear if i ever see her i bring ah san ah pui and the whole clan of cats and have them attack her to death. I'll make sure ah pui leaves tons of scratch marks on her and i myself will clobber her with heels~~~!!! wtH.

bloody coldblooded cruel woman. darn you who degrades us homo sapiens and the beauty of heels! *^*(#^$(^#$(@&)#&@)^$@#)!#)!

ah pui i'm so glad you're fat and healthy. that kitten actually look like the teenage you. *arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* n be glad you have me!


12:21:00 AM






ah pui's fans

oh well, my folks came over to visit me yesterday or actually to visit ah pui.. =.= haha.. my dad mum, younger sister were busy entertaining themselves with the presence of that AA cat.. somehow ah pui has a premonition that i'll be returning to hall with guests, so he stood waiting outside my door till i was back. My mum's amazed by the fact that he waits for me, (oh well don't bluff pui.. you're waiting for the food i know) ha and my dad's so funny.. he kept offering his leg to ah pui who looks at it amusingly. Apparently ah pui only likes my legs not my dad's hairy ones.. hahaha

and some time later that night, a guy suddenly stood at my door and gave me an apologetic smile while he tugs at ah pui's leg and carried him away. So cute! ah pui gave a loud meow in protest.. i believe that's ah pui's owner over in B4.. the mysterious owner shows up finally.. he must have tot ah pui's been bugging me quite a bit..

so much for the actions of the day, half an hour later, a determined ah pui finds his way back to my room.. lying himself comfortably on my bag on the table. *shakes head* i can just imagine what your owner will do...

ha just joking..


12:23:00 AM






perfectionist? nah.

i feel like shit.

how. i think i can't do things correctly. i make a bad leader/worker etc. i hate it when i screw things up or make mistakes everywhere..

i wanna retire. live a peaceful life. no interactions with anyone no responsibility no nth. i've no one to account for and account to. Just myself.

i'm selfish. i wan to be selfish. i hate the fact that i try to be nice to everyone n then it backfires.

i should learn to heck if pple hates me. but somehow it always matter in the end. somehow.

after all these crap, i wan to be happy in an hour's time. i hope so.


2:14:00 AM






the life of an soc graduate

so tired. suddenly time seems to crawl in this month. i never had so much project in my life.. it's like i haven been clear of deadlines since ages ago!

email tut due monday.
presentation due friday.
essay due tuesday.
term assignment meeting in next two days.
research to be done within the other three day.
more labs. more term tests.
more meetings.
comm interviews.

i dread every night when i've to go back to my room. Weekends packed for revison hw.. work becoming the only time my brain can rest(like what the hell).

and it's not like i'm gonna do well for all!!


chiCKen mCNUGGEt. ^#($^#*&^%#%#^


quote jem "burn down SOC. burn till nothing left. Den burn somemore."


10:29:00 PM




gymnomaniac~

in my hall, there live a extraordinary self obessed fag.

out of 5-6 days in hall, i see him an average of four times in the gym

gritting his teeth at that some 20-25 kilos dumb bells

disgusting.


10:19:00 PM








was alone at work yesterday.. normally on weekends there were be 3 part times like me working together to cope with the crowd.. but on exceptional days like yesterday, no one could make it except for me. Basically i work non stop for the whole night, having to attend the whole restaurant myself.. and i was pleasantly surprised that one of the kitchen stuff actually helped me clear the plates on a few occasion, a few times intercepting me to take my stuff to the sink so i could do lesser. It would seem normal if anyone helps, since i was slogging away. But cos he's the one that always make me do lots of stuff and after working for months my name to him is still NU REN(woman). hahaa.. i was thinking actually he quite teng wo also la.. den always v fierce. During supper time, he was like " so fast eat liao!? " suspecting i din eat. :D

action speaks louder than words.

certain words mean more than they actually do.


*point of the day, i've nice colleagues/boss/superior!


10:46:00 AM








stoning in the lib now.. can't seem to get stuff into my head for the test tml grr.. what kind of module is this.. yesterday was xbm's 20th bday.. Happy birthday again! ha hope you have a great day.. we'll see you soon!

lots of things happen during the week.. two granduncles passed away.. one on my grandma's side the other on my grandpa side.. had to go for my grandpa's side one since we were direct nephews and niece.. and partly cos my granduncle did not have any male grandsons. So my brother was the representative.. and the funny thing was i met two other cousins(tang ge) which i've never seen in my life at the wake.. both of which are in Nus Engin.. yr one yr 3.. funny right ha.. can have biao ge tang ge gathering at engin some day..

work more last week too.. bg and mum's nagging alot about it.. saying i shouldnt work during school time.. but ya, i know what's important and what's not so yeah.. will be working less as more work comes... just need the extra cash for some stuff.. like ah pui's food haha.. she used to pay me a visit once in like 3-4 days.. now i see her 3-4 times in a day if i'm in my room.. funny eh, and i dun feed her so many times.. at most once a day.. and she fell asleep on my table the other day! fell asleep watching me play with my laptop.. ha so funny.. will upload the pic if i can..

vday was ok, spent with frens and family lor.. and being the non-crowd-loving person i am.. i went out Reluctantly with biaoge admist all the lovey dovey huge crowd in suntec hah.. tried carl's junior! don't think the meal was huge anw.. but quite ex ba.. burger king will do as good act..

back to serious business.. i hope i don't flunk this paper.


2:57:00 PM






ah pui's back

ha after a month of mia from me in hall, i reckon ah san and ah pui doesn't recognize me anymore.. ah san became more of a cat of eusoff since i've been seeing him in there more than in th.. but ah pui pay me a visit last night! ha, she prob doesn't recognize me but she seems to recognize the packet of food that i always give her.. sniffing at the packet excitedly.. after eating the food and taking some water she climbed up my chair and sat there. Then she started hiccupping! hhaha, i din know cats hiccup.. at first i stared.. den the second time she did it i started laughing like mad.. tts so funny.. sure help me relax after a day's work..

was working at holland after lesson.. my supervisior (some new guy that's extremely unpopular with the other chefs) is getting more and more tiko! This time even suggesting that i give him english tuition.. don't need to go his house.. void decks will do? crazy... hope thurs manager's around instead of him.. cannot tahan..

sun's trip to the zoo was fun! i love carlos the performing sealion... he's so playful! hah, like a big kid out.. we interviewed the zookeeper that trained him and went on to watch other sealions as well.. this other male sealion was extremely cute too!! Kept doing alot of stuff to attract attention so the zookeeper would give him more fish.. if only i can get a job in the zoo during the hols! it'll be fun taking care of these animals.. orh, and we din get to see hyenas that we initially wanted to do. They are all kept in the night safari.. ha, too bad.. sealions should do the job.

okies, back to studying.. add oil..


12:41:00 PM






Fearless

watched Fearless.. one thing i don't understand is why so many girls esp think it's just boring action flick.. my female cousin, my mum, my aunt.. i'm pro action flicks.. gimme a literature flim which i've to use my brain i'll think it's rather tiring.. i like fearless.. maybe cos i grew up liking jet li's movies.. wong fei hong, fang shi yu.. blah blah.. i love them all.. you know, when he's in a chinese robe and pigtail there's this charisma and 威严 that just weren't present in those other hollywood movies he starred in.. Maybe it's just speech.. Hearing him say 'Bi zui!' instead of 'Shut up' sounds more right.. Anw, i din expect the ending.. so i had to grab lots of tissue to wipe the tears that were dropping like nobody's business..

go catch it if you haven.. if you're those that flinch at blood and injuries den maybe fun with dick and jane will serve well..

working tml.. i hope my eyes dun swell~


3:08:00 AM






week's piece

had a buzzing week since my last post.. new year was fun, cos i unexpectedly started mahjonging with my aunts and uncles.. so it wasn't as boring as last year's.. saturday was reunion dinner over my ah ma's place(dad side), had snail speed steamboat the entire night.. din eat much, ended up eating the cooked food that was around..

first day of cny: half an hour at my ah ma's place and we went over to my grandma's.. gambled for the whole day.. heh i won 30 bucks from mahjong! playing at stakes 20/40 cents? my uncles call it beginner's luck ha.. cos i din win alot times.. but when i do, my tiles are all super big..

second day of cny; for my mum's side, second day of lunar new year is considered the big day.. for dialect hakka.. so we had a grand feast at my grandma's place.. all the wu xiang, sotong balls, prawn fritters, duck, chicken... super nice.. ha.. den it was more gambling till night when we lao yu sheng.. we had three little kids joining us for it and the result was lots of yusheng on my hand, table everywhere haa..

third day of new year: went back to hall at around three. Went back to ycy to work for the day, high pay ma.. 1.5 times.. and i received two angbaos! one from the company and one from the big chef.. not bad.. but was pretty tired when i went back hall.. the crowd was really bad since public hol, chu san and no other place in holland v's open..

fourth day of cny; school start! overslept for my ten am lecture.. den lesson till 4pm before i went back hall to change and meet kevin xyz wenjun at src at 5. IFG tabletennis trials started at 6.. but it wasn't really a trial.. the captain merely watched us play.. and den challenged by kevin.. wenjun left early while we had weiqi this year 4 lab ta join us till 8 at night.. after which me kev yz and her went over to munchie for dinner.. ate quite alot of stuff.. i ate one plate of carbonara and one big slab of garlic cheese bread.. haha.. the rest ate quite lot too, mostly carbonara and pizza.. and this ultra sweet choco mixed strawberry milkshake.. sat there and talked crap till munchie closes at 10... went back hall did my 1104 tut and assignment. k.O.

today: dragged myself outta bed at 9am and went home at 10.. chyi and ser came over my house at 11 to bai nian.. after which ser left for town to meet alex and chyi stayed with me till 2.. then both of us part at my house bus stop, she headed for town for last min shopping before her flight tml and me back to school for tut.. had tut from 3-5.. rushed down to holland v to start work at 5.30.. recieved two more ang baos today! though the pay was as per normal.. but got angbao v good le.. reached hall at 11.25pm..

dead beat.

and i still have tut stuff to do. zzzz


11:51:00 PM






wala wala

left handball semi match in the middle and went wala wala with chyi, ser and alex as part of chyi's bday celebration yest.. quite an experience.. the female lead singer sang really well and it was total rock for the whole night.. and they are called " The Unexpected".. ha, i was telling ser i prefer E.I.C.. though not many pple like them since they were more main stream.. ordered this compulsory first drink, a mexican beer 'Sol' in replace of corona since they din have it.. quite nice too.. and the stuff weren't as ex as similar bars like hooters? after all that fun, three of us came back to my room to bathe and slept.. the only unbearable thing was that my bag stunk of cigarette smoke still..

woke at 9 for my lessons while the duo continue to slack in my room.. came back after lesson and we went for the bday lunch at Sizzler. Quite nice lei, i like the tuna potato salad, the nachos, the dunno what chicken and dunno what bacon salad too ha.. blue cheese was nice but my caesar salad taste so sweet/salty i can't stop squinting my eyes the whole time i was eating it.. and there was mushroom soup and nice nice toast hot for you.. all included in the set lunch.. i ordered fish and fries which i couldn't finish after eating all the sides ha..

rushed back to school to play tabletennis with kevin and yuzheng.. quite fun lei play with them ha, and my backhand actually never handicap alot.. not bad for a beginner..
after tt for two hours, i went on to play basketball with biao ge while he play with his sub club friends.. so nostalgic.. haven touched the ball in a couple of years maybe? glad the touch's still there.. though i think i gonna muscle ache soon hahaa..

in my room now waiting for my dad to fetch me home.. so tired.. overactive baby
today.. ha


10:33:00 PM






IVP Table Tennis 2006

we lost ivp tabletennis in the finals... both guys and girls.. quite a pity.. we played well but i guess the other side was more determined to win, most of the matches were really close. We started at 6.30 and ended at 10.. the matches wEre that long, and we din even play all 5 sets. We finished at the 4th game. Lost 3-1. Guys lost 3-2.. but all were exciting matches, i ran around to watch though i felt a little bit extra.. dinner was at some chicken rice place.. v nice, and dinner was especially entertaining.. laughed till my cheeks hurt becos of jianding.. reached hall near midnight. Have been watching ivp games almost everynight ha. this is crazy.. time to start working hard on school work.
darn, there's still more exciting matches coming up. Temasek vball girls against Eusoff tml. Later i mean. Support us!


1:17:00 AM






deep thoughts..

realised that one can get really melancholic when you're alone.. i stood at the far end of my corridor just now.. watching nth at the unearthly hours... yet there's this sudden gush of emotions around.. makes one feel so alone its scary.. i stood and stoned.. staring right into the green backyard of eusoff's resident fellow.. and there was nth passing through my head.. just blank blank and more blanks.. read my fren's blog just now.. another sad piece about relationship.. i find it hard sometimes to envision the problems that can occur and make the end come as fast as the beginning did.. maybe these are things i wouldn't understand since i was nv in a relationship before..


and.. the heart gets tired.


1:48:00 AM






vball-ing!

after tabletennis hustle's over, i'm back to playing vball again! haa.. so fun, k i din really play.. i serve for a full 2 hours today after we came back from ihg games.. won KE 2-0.. now my shoulder pain.. haa.. and while we were training, wei ling kaiwen and yao min were playing handball.. looks fun! i wan to learn also.. ha.. next year if i'm still staying hall i dun wan to play pingpong liao, i wanna learn handball.. den train up my netball basketball squash and vball skills.. ay i need a better paid job!! staying in hall is so expensive..

anw, new year! so i had some furniture moved around... ha.. got my bed near my table and hanged up renzhi's prezzie at my door.. really nice gift! he make 20 cranes for me.. hanging down from this precious moment letter V (virtuous written on it.. haha) nice.. and i bought a new skirt from bugis plus two hawaiian slippers =)





12:29:00 AM






Basketball Guys: Temasek Vs Sheares

just came back from watching the finals between temasek and sheares.. exciting game it was, bandar played really well.. but we lost some 8-9 points in the end.. its so sad!! and i don't really like sheares' alan eeks yucks phui plat bleaRgH.. maybe cos i prefer pple to be more modest.. and this adds on to the fact that i hate competitions.. it does make people feel like shit when you couldn't play as you always do.. and that feeling doesn't go away..

but well, we'll be back. New faces, new blood, new drive. Good luck all.


10:55:00 PM






IML DISCinsights - Student Personality Profile Report

changed the blogskin cos i think it has some compatibility issue with internet explorer..

got home today and found this in my drawer while tidying.. it's a 20-30 page long personality report i took in august 2003. The school made this compulsory for all people under the "stars" program.. meaning people who came in by sports appeal. =.=

Jie Ying - Technician

A team player, Ying readily relinquishes personal interests and goals to accommodate those close to her. She is loyal to a fault; but others may sometimes question her unwavering dedication to current relationships and methods. Ying values security, and usually does her best to avoid sudden changes in her environment or situation.

Neat and orderly, others usually see Ying as practical. She needs adequate information to make decisions, and she will consider the pros and cons. She may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize her emotions. Ying likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, and she will follow a logical process to gain successful results.

A thoughtful, caring person who likes to be around others, Ying is one who appreciates relationships. She enjoys being involved in social functions, but does not usually care to be the center of attention. Ying seeks balance between personal and social time, and enjoys a quiet evening with a few close friends as a good mix of the two.

Ying would prefer things stay the same, rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is proven and true). She is typically peaceful and low key, and is usually seen by those around her as a good friend and listener. She tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude about things, rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.

Ying, as a Technician, is a consistent individual who works to maintain an unchanging environment. She works well with many of the other personality styles because of her controlled and modest behaviour. Ying is patient, loyal and helpful to friends. Friendships are developed slowly and selectively. Ying is not bored by routine and works best with guidelines and rules that are clearly spelled out. She may require help and supervision in the initial stages of new projects. Ying needs time to adjust to changes and are reluctant to let go of the "old way of doing things". She will avoid confrontation at almost any cost and will internalize her feelings.

Ying tends to not be open with information about herself unless she completely trusts an individual. She may be possessive with people or objects, as her greatest fear is loss of security. Ying is very empathetic and sympathetic to people. Ying is a helpful, dedicated person who likes to be in supportive roles rather than in the forefront. She achieves her goals through diligence and steadfastness. Ying is committed and can be counted on to be there until the end.

When pushed, Ying can become passively resistant. She uses logic rather than emotion to make decisions. Once she has made a decision, she will stick to it even stubbornly, because much time has gone into the decision making process. Ying desires security and a calm, steady environment. She has a hard time saying "no" to anyone because she longs for "peace at any cost". Ying will be around even in tough times and will stay true through it all.



this is the overall summary of my personality and the rest of the report goes on to comment how i get along with other personalities blah.

how true is this? hmm.


4:51:00 PM




first week of school

first week of school's over! everything passed so quickly.. since i only have lectures on tue wed and fri, this is a short week for me when tue's a public hol. And it doesn't help that i'm having trouble understanding my first few lectures of 1102 and 1104.. trouble... spent thursday rotting in my room, bg came in the morning to rot too since his class only starts at 4.. we spent the afternoon playing scrabble.. haha, now i'm addicted! ok, not so much now.. after playing we went over to business for late lunch.. and i saw my eyecandy! hahahz, quite funny.. the only time i turn my head around i saw a familiar face.. but i'm not obbessed ok, it's fun to have something gossipy to talk about sometimes..

had a long day today too.. 4 hrs of lecture before going down to ngee ann to support ivp team.. saw kiat lee! zillion years since i last saw him.. and i still remembered the last thing i said to him was "Yao bao bao ma?" (wanna hug?) cos he couldn't stay in jc.. gonna go back to m`sia and wait for poly den all the guys were hugging him.. ha.. so i said it jokingly.. think he got a shock too, and sanduo who was beside him went on to say

"like that, i also want!"
"wan what?"
"got hug lei"
"got ar? come la!" * tries to force himself on sd*

hahah.. laugh until i wan to die..

if only everyday was like that.. (i don't mean hugging pple).. laughing my day away (^-^)

on the other note,

chyi's coming back in 20 hrs! d=)))))


1:46:00 AM








i'm turning into a blur-rey sotong.. moved back to hall on today since i had no lectures.. went to eat with mum dad at arts canteen den moved my stuff to hall.. had like 5 big bags.. after moving everything up to my room i realised i left my basketful of toiletries at home..

me: wah shit, ma i forget to bring my bathing stuff
mum: is it, gan xi lor (dry clean)
me: -.-

went back with them on the car, my dad was like -.-!! he drop me and mum off at our house before going for work..

this time i took all the stuff i need and took a cab down myself.. (it was raining)

unpack bits and went for training, after training continue to unpack.. ready to go to bed den realise i din bring my blanket along!!!! =.= i dunno why i can rem to take pillow and bolster but not my blanket... i realise if you're in bad luck it goes all the way, i walked over to ivan's place to return him glue and on the way back my shoe broke. Argh. second slippers in 3 day! i broke the other one when i was out with a5b...

den at this time my mum called.

mum: what you doing? pack le not.
me: ya...... er i forget bring blanket
mum: =.=...............................................................................
me: heh
mum: wan to come home sleep not?
me: if you fetch den i go home sleep lor.. ha

reach home 2345 in comfort of blankets (^-^)

so much for a day...


1:39:00 AM






03a5b outing cum bday celebration

had a happy bday celebration with my class! they did so much nice stuff for me.. treat me to cafe cartel even though i insisted to pay.. bought a cake for me and have a blast celebration at suntec fountain of youth.. i even had a happening security guard dancing his way for me ha.. there was this nice laser dedication too! "to jie ying from the crazy class of 03a5b.. =)"

and i met the 'guy' of the day! ha.. while the class sang me a bday song, he came hoping by to share the joy and cut the cake together with me.. before leaving with a piece of cake, he gave me one big muack on the cheek. ha, so sweet. =)

will let the photos do the rest of the talking..

jared and jerome, engrossed in conversation


funny beng, talking about his funny encounters!happy belated bday!
the baby of the day! thanks for the kiss! hah
i can't cut cakes -.-
beng and shu to the rescue!
me, shuling, jared, benghao, jerome, jian lin
the mei nus! junmin, vanessa

the lovable class! nyjc 03a5b =)


12:20:00 AM






happy happy

Happy Birthday to mE (^-^)


1:10:00 AM






ihg 2006

we lost first match to kr. shan't give excuses, i played badly and lost my doubles. I foresee this as the worst captainship ever. The captain's the worst player in the whole team.. so thanks to me we gotta play eusoff in the semis.. and I'm so in a rotten mood.. i'm so sick i can't wait for this whole ihg thing to be over and done with.. with acceptable results of course. Just praying for a miracle.. or can someone give me a bottle of felix.. i could never be happier with a life of no competition and stress.. so glad i made the choice not to play ivp.. just be contented with trainings.. i hate living up to anyone's expectation. esp when i get jiggles during competition.

went to work at guowei's club today.. 10 hours staring into space.. luckily i had li ling and zhu mu two coaches there to talk to me... else i'll just knock out.

so tired. training tml.

i wish i could write more cheerful stuff den this.


10:05:00 PM






blessed girl?

sometimes i do think someone's above looking well after me.. it seems like on days when i'm extremely down.. special little things happen.. special pple appear.. and they just brighten my gloomy days hundred twenty folds... biao ge brought me to a big haagen diaz feast, 'sis' popped by unexpectedly to visit me at work.. an kindly old couple stopped me at a bus stop outside src hoping i would pop in the car and bring them to UCC. After which the kind uncle drove me to soc where i took a bus home. Had a really nice talk with him, he even offered me one ticket to his wife performance at UCC this very night but i couldn't make it.

"Really nice to meet you" was the uncle's last word.

*smiling broadly* "Me too."

2006 in another few hours. Best wishes for a better year.


3:31:00 PM








是错非错。。 是对非对。。
我好想与世隔绝。
恶性循环， 反复徘徊。。
能不能让它永远消失。
厌倦，公主也能有平凡的生活。
累了，谁能让我像童话的公主沉睡千万年。。

结局由我改写。

没有王子的相遇，有的是永远活在美丽`快乐梦里的公主。


2:42:00 PM






月桂女神 - S.H.E

传说漫长 浩瀚如史诗般 记载这段 惶惶不安
颜色金黄 阿波罗的光芒 却比不上 达芙妮的勇敢
没有一种爱可以 在自由之上
达芙妮的伤 化身 月桂树 倔强

月桂树飘香 那夜风恋月光 我的爱很不一样
素净的脸上 从不抹浓妆 坚持 自己喜欢
月桂树飘香 云缠绕星光 我要 有话就讲
无边的海洋 那辽阔的想像 比谁 都不平凡

森林河畔 阿波罗在追赶 哭着戴上 达芙妮的桂冠
被束缚的爱 已经没有了 温暖
达芙妮的伤 心疼 千年间 流传

爱摇晃 爱靠岸 我航向前方 寻找桂冠


不做你的朋友 - S.H.E


慢慢失忆 所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱在盆地 生怕再一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候
说我让你感动过

别握住我的手
说我一定会懂 作不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手
想着别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以不做你的朋友

慢慢心痛 没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中 看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候 对我比从前温柔

应该放晴的天气 还下雨 别这样下去
我难过 不是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街口
怎麼走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不做你的朋友


Two songs that are on my playlist now.. really nice..


3:39:00 PM






results.

results are out, the one that i spent the least effort on has the highest grade.. ya maybe cos it's bio and i like it but it just feels wrong.. spend alot alot time on programming.. but still the results doesn't seem to reflect anything.. discrete was a sigh of relief since i scrape through it throughout the sem.. and some two weeks of last min revision helped in the final..

i'm upset with chinese though.. spent a considerably amount of time on it cos i tot i could score.. had an average B B+ for my assignments.. but it seems that final paper dragged it down.. i tot i had a fair attempt.. but the prcs around me tot it easy.. if my grades are pulled becos others were better it's just demoralising.. i wish sometimes we would be awarded on merit.. if everyone does well den give everyone a good grade! Don't bell curve it...

but whatever.. feelin much better after the arcade session just now.. playing lots of violent stuff help.. you know like time crisis house of the dead and lost world thingy... orh yes, daytona-ing for the whole night is cool too. I like racing..

so tired.

i dun wan to think about next sem.


3:33:00 AM






CAC Jingles and Roast

read biaoge and alvin's blog.. seems like the taxi driver that drove to my house was more controversial than the bbq itself.. ha, if you guys wanna know what happen.. kindly refer to the links to their blogs.. my response weren't as bad as the guys, maybe becos i'm not the one being lectured and i'm used to weird uncles talking weird philosophy to me.. just smile and go, relax guys!

the bbq was ok, i was pretty lethargic throughout ha.. left the socialising and cooking to the guys.. i just sat there eat and rot.. and the drive back home was pretty tiring. Still don't really like long monotonous rides.. i was on the road for more than 3 hours on that day i think, one quarter of my tank! Orh, and we drove past some jam due to some accident.. i only saw a glimpse of squashed helmet and bike since i was driving, but biao ge say he saw half of a body! although i dun think it's v possible, the body wouldn't be left in the open and it seems like the ambulance had already came and left.

reached home bathed and K.O.


2:10:00 AM








would you be touched if someone bought your favorite apple strudal from perth with the help of someone whom he doesn't really know and getting it cold and fresh from a fridge in mos burger takashimaya one day after it's down from a plane~?

i would. And i am!

Thanks soooooooo much for it =)

i promise i will turn super healthy after eating it. AND I WOULD EAT THEM SLOWLY. ha.. eat them till i turn 18 next year hahhahaaa..


12:49:00 AM






lots of recap~

i can't remember what i did the past few days really, only know that i was super busy and serious devoid of sleep.. hahaa.. ok not that serious.. i just hate having only 6-7 hours of sleep only during hols!! i'm suppose to loosen up and enjoy the break but ya i forgot about trainings.. but yea, on the three days;

thurs: went to watch harry potter in the morning with bg and younger sis, i think it was quite nice though they cut and change quite a bit.. i just like magical stuff ha.. think narnia would be nice too.. wasted time around jp and ate anderson ice cream! hrmm somehow it din taste as nice as it used to be.. reached home and collasped on bed, slept till 8 plus at night and drove to th for training in a rush. Reached there only to find out training was cancelled ha, blur me din bother to check my phone before i went out.. was quite reluctant to go home so drove over to bg house and asked him out for supper/dinner.. so cool! i saw the big pool below his place haha.. reached home at midnight~

fri: went to school early in the morn for cac meeting, had lunch till 1 with bg, jf, wk and fren. went back to temasek and borrowed harry potter and the half blood prince to read in block b tv lounge.. fell asleep halfway.. haa.. woke up in a daze for training in hall and ivp training in src.. trained all the way from 4 to 8.. den ate dinner with ivan zhiwei and donald in fong seng.. reached home at 10 plus bathed and slacked around.. den around midnight 12 plus younger sister called n asked me to fetch her and her frens home cos it was late after they went starbucks-ing... went out and ahmad-ed around for an hour.. reach home 1 plus and collasped on bed.

sat: training at 11 today.. ended at 1 plus after which i ate lunch with april and discussed about people in the main team.. reach home at 3, slept for an hour and started dressing up for the night. Went to yh's commissioning ball in hyatt hotel, the place's super pretty! the rooms are so nice too.. anw had a good time there, think alot parts were super funny.. i couldn't stop laughing.. and we had a table of nice pple! the girls were all v v nice n the guys funny.. nice yh saw me home too, thanks!

tml's vball at sentosa in the morning and work after that.. long day..
next week, mon's packed, tue's packed, wed's packed....

can somemore give me a 36 hr day?

zzz....


1:46:00 AM








think blogger's as sick as i am.. somehow my navigation can only work on the countdown, 5 4 3 2 1.. the other way round makes it hang.. changed the size of the font as well for those with small eyes ha.. missed vball training today, headache's still as bad. As long as i doesn't move it doesn't hurt.. the moment i stand and walk around the needles just start poking.. so idiotic.. and i'm eating plain stuff for the whole day! That's so sad.. stuff like porridge ain't fillin as well.. i'm so hungry now.. think i'll lose more weight den expected.. hhaaa.. i so wan to sun tan too, i'm so snow whitely i look like i just woke up all the time.. but i hate ugly bikini lines.. you won't look nice in tubes..

oh well, captains meeting for all the halls tml. Better catch some sleep.

sheesh, i just remembered i've to work tml night. =.=


12:40:00 AM






dark skin

haha.. still like dark stuff more.. so here's black black skin!

had training in the morning, gave a zillion duo qiu to the girls.. this is so fun, ha better than doing the stuff i always do..

having a headache/slight fever, hope it goes away soon. Ain't right to be falling sick during school hols..

mummy coming back soon! in another 2 hrs, hope she brings back lotsa stuff (^-^)


10:36:00 PM




work work

first day of work today at my sister's restaurant.. it's this yee cheong yuen noodle restaurant at holland v, cannot really rem the name.. quite easy la, all i have to do is to clear plates wipe table and serve occasionally.. got free drinks and food too hahaha.. although pay v low.. but ay, better than nothing..

then there was this dog who kept lazing around the restaurant door.. big and looks v old.. curious, i asked my sis..
"whose dog ar?"
"holland v's one, always walk around this area.."
"orh ok, v old ar"
"ya lor, got name one."
"what?"
"BOBBY"

wahahahaa...


12:16:00 AM






temasek hall 6 games

games turn out better than we tot, we won girls singles mixed and men's single. haa.. and behold, only 2 out of our 4 guys turn up.. so if we lost the mixed both of them have to repeat for the doubles.. and there were medals! not bad eh, more than just normal friendly game.. volleyball was so stressing.. i doubt i ever dare to play in actual competition ha.. all of them are so good while i can't even get my basics right.. nvm, all's in the name of fun eh.

closing was enjoyable.. lots of singing.. should have more of this friendly interaction next time i think, reduced hostility built during some of the games.

time to rest.. long day (^-^)


11:08:00 PM






was browsing through friendster.. he got a new pic up. After like a million years. It was a pic of him with his army frens somewhere, all in their num 4..

he looks really happy..

but i weren't..

oh well, couple more days to his bday. Stay happy.


10:53:00 PM






temp blogskin?

ha, decided to change to one blogskin that has a bigger space for me to put pictures up . Decided this after countless browsing at like 2-3am.. my younger sister says it's so not me ha so maybe i'll change after a while.. n had some crap with the code, couldn't tahan so ask my sister to help me look at it while i go bed sleep ha.. it's all nicely up now! Cloud's so cool here, nice nice..

just had 4 hrs training straight.. legs a little rubbery towards the end.. but it's good exercise! (^-^) tired liao, tml 7am got hall 6 games.. have a feelin it's gonna be crap ha..

good luck to us.


11:01:00 PM






old liao

madam me old liao.. just had vball training.. tiring lei.. and i'm damn bad at controlling my arms.. i'm prob the worst out of da whole lot hahaaah.. played quite a bit today and my shoulder pain!! die ar, use too much strength to serve today.. i see all the other sports damn organised.. this is bad, cos i dunno how mine's gonna be.. hah, i'm a damn lousy captain la.. and tabletennis is so gonna die under me.. dad in good mood! had the car for the night.. ha, drove to th for training at 8 and drove back at 10pm.. feels v xing fu.. dun have to wait long long for bus.. hopefully all night training he let me drive..

on what i've been doing the last few days.. went out with ser for sakae buffet, ate ALOT ALOT ALOT... mostly salmon somemore.. den went to walk around bugis to digest the food, was super couch potato for alot days.. watch alot anime, pride, war of the world, constantine, mr and mrs smith on my laptop.. i think it's gonna crash soon hahaa... enjoying my holidays! but so sad, i've been waking up at 9 almost everyday just to do the laundry and stuff... by the afternoon i'll be so sleepy i've to take naps.. this is me mum's lifestyle lor..

ha, going to watch more stuff.. happy holidays everyone. =)


12:53:00 AM






freedom! is or isn't?

miss darling vivian just enjoyed her 2 days of freedom after a hectic studying of 3 long weeks... she took public transport for the first? second? time after 3 weeks yesterday! that's so amazing.. haha, cos she realised all the time she've been just travelling inside nus and nowhere.. damn geek.

the last burst of fire for last paper was horrid, darling vivz got so distracted and bored she was talking to the moth that landed on her textbook while she was reading. She was talking too to ah pui for probably an hour plus in her room asking ah pui stuff like if she was hungry.. one must come to realise those were redundant questions since even if ah pui was hungry there was no food since she ate most of it up the previous day. dear ah pui was such great company she was asleep on the door mat half the time vivz was talking. that's what great frens are for right, lend ur ears even if you're sleepy.

on day after paper, one saw a ki siao vivz jumping along mpsh telling everyone not to worry cos all's over, oogling at her eyecandy who so happened to be playing bball at the courts.. and prob hopping her way to soc for fantastic lunch with dominic and chen wei. Topic was crap for a hefty one and half hour, after which vivz flew back to hall drop her damn heavy bags dress up and went off to shop! walked the entire day with jianfeng looking at clothes, shorts and more bags for jem.. joker vivz tried this amusing garbage dress that was huge and funny, fluffy and flirtatious(cos it was huge and low cut ha) day ended with victory items a nice black T and the ever comfy shorts.. it was pink! the only disappointment was the lack of nice minis around..

after the day of shopping, she went back hall and started packing the entire room.. got so amused by the visit of both! ah pui and ah san in the room.. esp ah san who kept pawing the stack of hangers as if they were some creatures that would counter attack.. after packing, vivz slept at 5am after some unexpected drama and woke up 9 this morning for cac meeting.. the group of five namly vivz and so not cute kangkang bg, alvin, jiayao, junquan ate at holland v this nice pizza place, ordered three large pizzas that tasted absolute heavenly.. thin crust and lotsa filling..

she then ko-ed after more attempts to pack till mrs mum came to get her to airport to fetch sis who's back from thailand trip.. macho vivz brother single handedly carried 5 big bags of luggage that could weight tons all the way to car and home! glad all the years of stuffing him with food helps, he's grown to be of use. ha.

but yeah, mrs mum thinks there's too much to bring home. there will be a second trip where vivz might get to drive to hall and bring them back. how exciting! bet she will stray else where with the car hahaa..

dear mrs mum's flying off to beijing tml..

10 days mum-less! == more housework for vivz.. n no johor shopping spree with sponsors

*sigh* *hai* *pouts whatever*

alright, enjoy the holidays. (^-^)


10:37:00 PM






i miss hctt 02/03..

found these ancient pictures... from the 2003 chalet in pasir ris.. those were the times when the whole team was bonded.. there were funny seniors japheth, yi kit and ever so hilarious sanduo.. sad how things changed after they were gone..






3:42:00 PM






quiet th

these few days hall has been superbly quiet.. i've been hearing more gecko vocal practising den i hear people around.. not a bad thing i guess for pple who need to concentrate on studies.. but yeah, it's getting monotonous staying in my room the whole day.. i need a getaway..


10:40:00 PM






happy birthday mum and sis!

went home yesterday to celebrate mum and sis's birthday.. bought a nice mango cake back home! Happy birthday again!


6:53:00 PM






invasion of the shui cong

th came under the attack of these vicious creatures at 23/11/05 3am.. scared the hell out of b blockers me and winnie.. both of us were armed with weapons that include newspaper, hockey sticks and poles in our room.. killing any fearless idiots who dare to invade our privacy from the door ledge.. the killing ended some very long time later.. with ehrm, late heros chang-colin coming to collect the carcasses of these creatures along temasek level 2 corridor(act it's just the space from b218-b220) for the grand collection..

i think after i came to th, my tolerance for BIG bugs droped hundred twenty percent.. anything that makes alot noise and is bigger than a normal beetle drive me nuts.. argh.


10:37:00 AM








after dinner i went for my occasional break; got a ice cream from 7-11 at fong seng.. this indian cashier took my ice cream and point to the glass outside
"raining! still eat ice cream? " den routinely scanned the price..
*me smiling* " nvm wah..." paid and left..

walked back thru eusoff, bumped into suat huang..
"you not cold ar? still eat ice cream?? "
" ??? "

no reason why.. i'm not running a fever.. i just like it. (^-^)


7:14:00 PM




sushi craze

i'm in this craving for sushi again.. hai, anyone interested in genki buffet some of these days(ok i think i meant real soon, one of these two days)..

no one loves them as much as i do i think

i need a sashimi soulmate

hahahaha..


"trisaccharides, triglyceride, phospholipid, lipoproteins, amylopectin..."
*going nuts from bio terms.. *


12:23:00 AM








went to this makeup and products warehouse sale yesterday at expo.. bought some make up that was so cheap~! lipstick, eyeshadow, mascara all price at 5 for 20 bucks.. ha, being the cheapo kia i am.. i bought 2 lipstick, one eyeshadow and one mascara... mum bought lip balm for her china trip, lots of hair dye and hair treatment stuff.. bought hair wax and facial foam for my brother as well..

after that, we explored a few other exhibitions.. some furniture one and a family wellness one.. spent almost like half the day there.. den on the way back, my mum suddenly asked "eh, wan to go orchard? mummy got one voucher haven use lei.. " even though i was feelin abit sleepy i agreed to go with her to shop for a bag she could bring to winter in china.. not like i have much chance to spend with her these few weeks, came home for one and a half day? and i'm back in hall again.. cos can't study much at home, haa.. feels like a holiday.. mum comes into room once in a while to check on what you're doing and we end up talking abt rubbish again..

came back to hall at around 10 at night... bumped into my eyecandy who was on the way out with his friends to jog.. his frens suddenly v hyper and broke into a run.. my eyecandy smiled and went after them.. *so cute!!* hahah..

studied in room till 4.15am before dozing off.. back to the books now!

hrm.. had a weird dream, i dreamt i was eating waffles with someone from my hall.. think there's something seriously wrong with me.. hah, cos i've NEver ever talked to him before.. just some random person i know existed and always seen somewhere.. and no, i'm not infatuated with him.. my dreams just happen to always generate random targets.. hah and tts interesting, when will my dinner date with rain come?

dream on.

*mug........*


2:02:00 PM








came back home and showed me mum lots of pics... she finds this one funny... biao ge too.. i think it's largely because ah pui has this what the hell look..








10:42:00 PM






died for 1101 paper yesterday.. i attempted most of the questions.. just that they were super hard! when i was doing the second question where we suppose to find the error from the codes, got so confused.. spent so much time trying to figure what's wrong with it.. and it's only the second qns. =.=

1105 today was much better though i think the mcqs are not easy.. have enough time to stone and play with the strings on my table.. i was quite amused.. for every paper i think they will give you one string just in case you need it.. i found 2 on my table, one was given for the 1105 paper and the other was this some 4 strings tied together to form one.. when i finish my paper i stared at the string and tot, some other 4 kids like me sat on the same table, and tied their string to the previous.. ha, so i shan't be the odd one out right.. i tie mine to the one string of four.. now it's 5! hahaha.. and i conclude that those sitting at this table are either super smart kids who had tons of time after their paper to play with strings or super cool pple who couldn't bother to try those questions they couldn't do and play with strings instead.. hahah.. if you happen to sit at mpsh 1a seat 380 dun untie my string hor...

home now! now i understand why pple dun feel like studying at home.. i felt like i'm back on a holiday, lugged some 20 - 3o kg of stuff back from hall to throw at home.. since i'll be moving back for the dec hols.. better start to bring some home.. nearly died climbing just the stairs in th.. and all these stuff is not even anywhere near the amount of stuff in my room =.=

ate dinner with papa, horrible hahaaa.. he think i'm some gorrilla or what, ordered so much food(not my favorite k, his favorite) den eat half half all make me finish.. being the guai girl who won't waste his food i finish most of it hahaa.. under his scrutiny.. =.=

k, back to mugger mode.. next paper's gem.. but gonna study for discrete.. which i have like -ve confidence...

can't wait to play during hols! (^-^)


5:58:00 PM






the legendary ledge ah pui failed to overcome


the arrow's pointing to ah pui..
hahah.. she/he was watching me eat ice cream.. ah san was sitting at my feet..


8:44:00 PM






i woke up today in a daze, slept at 5 yesterday.. went to soc to take some stuff from my locker and had lunch there.. den on the bus to arts where i gonna meet ser, i saw this couple at the bus stop.. and somehow i had this deja vu thing.. kept thinking n thinking till i recalled that i had this one dream yesterday.. argh.. but how come i always can't rem the most important part of it? *sigh* *thinks harder*


3:08:00 PM








had dinner and an ever not satisfying dessert, i had a sudden craving for ice cream.. it was raining, drizzling.. i walked the narrow cemented path behind my room out to fong seng.. grab my all time favorite chocolate cone ice cream and slowly savoured it on the way back.. still drizzing..

really, life should be like this..

all about eating ice cream, chocolate and not worrying about being fat..


the nice sky at evening time..


6:54:00 PM








after like 2 months, i got news that ah pui's real name is like Murphin?! and that she might be a he!!?? wah piang.. i dunno if i should feel sad for him.. like there's someone as idiot as me who tot he's a girl all along hahahaha... and worst still, i found all sort of excuse for him because i tot he was a female.. now, NO excuse!!!! male cat and you're fat, let ah san bully, don't even dare to jump off a low ledge, worst still act like a she male!!

dunno what to say lei ah pui,

ok la... maybe you old liao..




2:46:00 PM






Happy birthday ruikai~!

ay die, this month keep eating buffet.. and it's eat alot somemore, i don't dare to count how many plates of sushi i ate this month alone.. ate three buffet so far.. ha, dun be shocked if you see a round jiez..

yesterday after studying in school, we went to funan to eat sakae buffet in attempt to celebrate ruikai's birthday.. quite funny, i had plates of salmon trailing after me.. although i really like it but the amount they are trying to feed me is bian tai haa.. i dunno how many plates of that i ate.. yes and i know i can eat... I do HAVE A flexible stomach. Ate buffet so many times this month, cannot eat also train until can eat.. on top of these, salmon is good for us! its like rich in omega 3 that's good for reducing joint inflammation, and help boost your brain and heart functions.. hahahz, my brain should be super good now.. =.= walked around town after dinner trying to find a nice spot to drink and talk.. in the end everywhere was packed so we ended up buying drinks from carrefour and sitting at this isolated table in suntec.. learnt the guessing game from emily and wenkang, quite fun...

and after a prolong deliberation, no one decides to go home.. so we went to the spot along esplanade played indian poker and calling out game till dawn. Long time nv stay awake for so long.. reach hall at like 645am haa.. first time see sunrise in th.. (^-^) bathe and went to collect breakfast at 9.. wanted to leave it for lunch but end up sleeping till 5 in the evening.. ate it for dinner hah.. feel so piggish...

after eating dinner, i went out of room throw rubbish, opened my door and saw ah pui on top of the ledge opp.. ha.. got greeted by her with a big yawn... asked her if she hungry not den went back my room open one pack of cat food.. lousy ah pui.. saw the food so excited walk up and down the ledge but dun dare to jump down.. at first i dunno what to do also, wanted to carry her but she looks damn heavy ha.. den went back to room and carried my chair out. Bet if there were pple around they would think i'm nuts... ha, but ah pui managed a successful jump from ledge to chair den to floor.. *sighs*.. that girl needs to lose weight..

next time i shall get a leash and drag her off running haa... i will have my project SL and her project sT..

time to study!
good luck all for exams eh! Study lots, eat lots but stay sexy still!( last bit quoted from annoyomous nkf staff)


12:01:00 AM






i'm scary ha

yesterday was a public hol.. drove my mum and grandma to pasir panjang wholesale center to buy sea cucumber and some other stuff before driving myself back to hall to study.. started on discrete.. but couldn't absorb the stuff readily.. got so stressed i went to eat sushi buffet at dinner time.. and i finish 15 plates myself.. and i can tell you i prob eat more if the last plate (some raw swordfish) weren't so disgusting.. and maybe cos i ate so much i felt much better after that.. managed to finish one discrete tutorial.. ha, and just one night of rest i was starving(not just hungry, stomach felt really empty) this morning... *shakes head*.. too much sashimi.. think there's something wrong with me.. hah, exam blues.. got back all my tests and quiz.. lucky nv fail.. final have to work harder liao..

just had block supper! haha.. haven cooked in a long time.. quite fun to stand there and cook so many pots of tom yum.. bet i smell spicy now =D

felt much better too.. the power of tom yum (^-^)


10:48:00 PM






th blood drive

happy jiez donated her second pack of blood ever today! it was a whopping full bag that put the measuring weigh slanting on one side.. and the fact that i'm still jumping around shows that there's prob more than enough to substain me ha.. my left hand now has a beautiful purple bandage over it! the nurse wanted to give me pink but i asked for the purple one ha.. hope she dun find that irritating.. so many requests.. for the second time i watch the whole process of getting the needles in.. amazed by the power of anesthetics(correct spelling?) cos it makes the fat needle look so harmless...

before the donation had my programming test.. feel super demoralised.. the first question already not sure how to do... and this test is supposed to let us score since the final one will be harder.. worried.. after one sem switch fac.?. but all other facs doesn't sound v appealing too.. 2 weeks to go.. Add oil..


9:01:00 PM






zchen's concert~!

after two failed attempts to get the tickets to watch.. i still managed a seat today at his concert.. there were still spaces in the hall so the ushers issued more tix for us to go in.. although i only caught the last few songs the whole concert was still nice!! Live performance always sound so much nicer.. went off as soon as he got off stage to rest cos the programme after that was the sale of his album and getting him to autograph.. bet the whole place would be in a mess..

was super hungry when i got back to my room.. went to collect my dinner only to realise it's nasi lemak with only one egg, one fishcake and two small drumlets.. only ate the drumlets and fishcake cos the egg was half cooked(dun like...) and the rice already cold.. decided to cook myself something else..

den remembered i had two packs of tang yuan(rice ball) in my fridge, so opened both of them and decide to cook like 6 since i don't think i can finish all 20.. v funny, i was so preoccupied to keep the rest in fridge i forgot that you can only add in the riceballs after the water boil.. i took 6 out and threw them into the half heated water.. then imagine my amazement when the tang yuans start disintegrating!! haa.. bit and pieces were falling off them.. cos basically before the water gets hot enough to cook it part of them are breaking off as frozen pieces in the semi heated water.. so what you get in the end?.. tang yuans that are not yuan.. hahaha.. i couldn't do much to salvage.. stir and they become worst.. i ended up eating deformed tang yuans.. v ugly but v much edible still ha..

went for an audition in the morning.. felt totally spasticz cos i was asked to pose with an umbrella and er pretend i was talking to my bf.. imagine how lost i felt on the studio floor haa.. cos it's basically a photo shoot and you're asking me to do something mobile.. so is it supposed to be candid or dunno er what.. basically smoke my way thru.. hrm another assignment gone.. after audition went to turf city for lunch with mum dad and sis.. took turf city's shuttle bus there.. the driver had the radio on and tuned to this malay channel.. but guess what, the dj had Rain's "it's raining"(korean song) the song as background music!! i was like wah.. they also "ha han?".. i tot it was v funny.. imagine the dj going "satu tinggi selamat blah blah.." den at the back the song goes *go rain its rainig its raining.. blesh gehoe ehsoeh*.. it's just weird that i'm hearing these two language together.. =D

ha.. time to stop.. gotta go study for test on wed.. read until see stars... (X_X)...

*gd luckkK*


10:51:00 PM






recharged!

slept for a long long time last night... make up for the lack of sleep for the whole week.. and for once my sleep wasn't as disturbed as it was for the past few days.. only woke up twice for the whole night.. as compared to waking like every hr for the past few days.. n i prob had more dreams in these past few days den i ever had for the past month ha.. some were nightmares while others were just like random thoughts..

one nightmare i remembered vividly was watching batman the movie with my family in bangkok(maybe that's why its so scary)... and the whole show was plain violence.. gruesome esp in the way each victim died.. there was this mutate girl? who woke up and killed every single doctor that was attending to her... yucks.. i won't describe how they were killed.. i only know in my dream i was so freaked out and complaining to my sisters (but they din really have any response; duh.. ) and the ending is super scary~!! and i dun even rem seeing batman come out.. only rem the joker which is like dunno how far related from batman...

ok enough of batman.. back home after one long week, survived my gem mcq test beautifully on friday.. haha first test i enjoyed doing... "A man was left on a island with only fish and sweet potato for food. Which of the statement is true?" (A)His diet is lacking in lipids(fats). (B) He will remain healthy. (C)can't rem (D) can't rem.. hahaha i only know these two were the main debating ones... in the end i choose (B)... cos if he eat salmon then its a fatty fish wah but my fren says fish doesn't have fats.. n we had fun arguing... but aiya.. mcq only..

went to pasar malam at my house today~ eat tu tu kuehs.. super happy (^-^) tts why blog again hah.. finished a funny ancient show by andy lau.. super funny.. name of the show = zhan shen ar.. and the zhan shen prob = the whale haa.. andy lau also not as li hai as him..

time to study for test on wed! ha.. anyway.. ah pui and san are cats... i don't call humans pui and san.. =D hAHa...


2:40:00 AM






mini 03a12~

kahyee and ade came visiting just now~!~! and the first thing i said to him was did you gain weight or did you become buffer?! his arm size chasing the size of my leg can.. haha.. so long nv see him, become so vain ar.. train weights.. qing yao was in temasek too~! the five of us, zes qy, ky ade me went fong seng for supper.. end up only me and ade eating fries.. the rest drank milo and kahyee bought milk instead of ordering milo like the rest of us.. ahha.. so health conscious..

but so cool.. it's like importing 03a12 to temasek.. qingyao and arif frequent nus i think.. kahyee will be free these few weeks.. on mc before his ligament operation.. gonna be in clutches soon.. den eat together talk crap in each other's room.. fun eh.. i shall get pple to visit me often.. before i vacate my cosy corner..

den.. wonder how it will be when they come in two years later with us going into our third year.. all experienced and senior-ly.. watch them orientate and go~"time flies... going to graduate liao"

but again ay, graduate? still so long.. can survive first sem den say.. haha..

*vivz in cheery mood..* "where's my ah pui~?!!"


11:55:00 PM






vivz in school~

basically, i'm a busy woman in school... hah, there's just too much commitment to date i guess... for the past week i had a test on wednesday, a big event to see to on thursday, and a practical exam on saturday... glad everything's over but i'm not sure to say i survived them beautifully.. discrete was ambiguious.. i tot the last 2 questions was ok.. the first one think gone.. but den again.. the last two i'm not even sure if i'm right..

thursday was CAC's internal welfare event "Rendezvous", organised for the 7 standing comms (sub clubs): harmonica, guitar, social and ballroom dancing, voices, resonance and lindy hop.. think the whole thing was cool.. we had a pretty high standard performance there and i'm really surprise there are people who took part in the games we came up with ha.. so for the whole night i was running around helping to coordinate stuff etc.. and i tried driving a manual vehicle for the first time in my life!! hhaha.. although at the expense of biaoge's er reputation of driving.. hhaha left the vehicle in first gear.. he nearly mount kerb after starting engine.. i shall go read up on how to handle a manual vehicle.. even though i'm not allowed to..

practical exam: aiya, better not talk about it... my program was compilable.. working at a few stages.. but the question to whether i will pass or not is hai... at least i think its fair attempt at my standard.. after that managed a ride in kayvern's laopa van ha.. he drive quite fast lei.. though my average speed is more disgusting.. but 90/100km for a van.. engine quite xiong le.. got tick tick sound somemore haha.. had dinner later in cafe cartel.. ate my favorite pasta and alot bread.. super fattening.. hai.. but lazy to salvage haha

today~! pei biaoge go town buy present for his fren.. settled with another keychain with engravement.. ha, third time i've been to the place this month.. den went forever21! i tried on this nice black cocktail dress and this sparkly white short blouse over it.. tot it was super nice although the dress was a little big for me and that bg thinks v tai tai haha.. miss going shopping with ser and chyi last time when we just go around trying on clothes.. clothes that we think we will nv wear.. so fun to mix and match.. dress in clothes you like.. hrm next time i shall take pics of me in them..

came back home and went out with my family for dinner.. after which we went to jurong point to shop.. went ero look at bras den go ntuc shop... ha, i must say i'm against push up or heavy padded bras.. dun ask me why, i'll give you a lame reason.. bought some frozen stuff from ntuc too.. so excited to be back hall tml cos wanna try them.. bought packed yam paste! hah.. crazy over them.. bought canned longans and tang yuan(rice ball) too.. why tang yuan ar, dunno also.. see people eat in my hall i also wan haha.. glutton..

but din buy snacks.. ahaha.. not like this will stop me from getting any fatter...

stay in hall really == get fat and unhealthy life.. you mug in your room day and night and eats ton of rubbish every second..

but you get good frens, good times.. good company.. i love ah pui and ah san..

will post their stories if i've time..

till then (^-^)


1:44:00 AM






mooncakes!

the last time i tried to blog, blogger wouldn't allow me to load the page.. now i'm back but i forgot what i wanted to blog about the last time round ha, i'm so excited about going home this friday!! feel like going home right now just to eat my favorite mooncakes.. mum bought like bin pi lotus mooncakes with yolk and yam mooncakes this year.. all my favorite! (^-^) and just nice we have the term break coming next week, will get to celebrate Mid autumn this time round! hrm, think we're having a bbq someplace in east coast this weekend too.. ha all the food.. think my stomach will die again..

got arrowed by my senior as captain for temasek girls team.. now i confirm have to stay another sem since ihg will only end in jan - feb.. stress, we dun seem to have enough pple for a team.. and i'm not v captainish.. if anyone knows people interested in coming TH and is good in tabletennis tell me!! i can get her in to play hah.. thanks..

can't imagine if i've to lead my team for friendly against hall 6.

tt will be so.... funny.. haha..


3:11:00 PM








updated my blog finally, new links new data new thoughts.. ha, been really packed for the past weeks.. i'm still in the stage of managing my time well with the coming commitments.. but the main reason i've been updating less and less is really because i've alot of lab assignment to do.. ha.. and being the programming idiot i am, i take quite some time to complete each and everyone.. in case anyone wonder what lab assignments for soc students are, they are programming assignments. We have to program tons of program as told. Been sleeping at like 3-4 am everyday.. just to complete my labs. but yeah, i hardly have early lessons like 8 in the morning so i get an average or 4-7 hours sleep per day. On some lucky days when the 8am tuts come into view, i get just 3 hours of sleep ha.. so far, all my modules have been manageable.. considering that my bulk of the week is spent on just my 2 core modules. I've spent peanuts(ehrm) worth of time on the other three.. this is not really the kind of uni life i envisaged before i came in.. but well, maybe it's just soc and i'm not regretting my choice. There are lots of nice people around, and i really really rather do labs than write more essays and have head wrenching discussions with people of the arts and languages. Writing pages of argument is not my forte.. and i wonder why i was in arts in hwa chong ha..

had netball inter block games today, play block A, D and C.. supposedly they played E already last week so we were left with three blocks to finish with. Out of the three matches, we won only one. But well, almost all the other blocks had tons of netballers.. while ours was a last min put up team(i got dragged in late last night).. for all three matches i played the position of goal shooter, prob the position i'm most familiar with since i've been at it since sec 1.. lost quite a bit of touch but managed to get most of the ball in.. and i got mistaken as a netballer by huilin(block c national netballer).. haha, got look but no substance.. we finished fourth overall and bonus, i pulled my ankle ligament i think, careless me.. guess i had too little sleep the night before..

now ankle has my old worn guard on it, don't think it really helps but yeah, better than nothing. it isn't anything serious though it hurts a little when i have too much weight on it.. should be fine when the weekend's over.

now tts a long post, time to get back to my labs.. ha, wish me luck! (^-^)


10:18:00 PM






too many things too little time..

ever since i came uni, i seem to be packed with activities everyday.. maybe it's the culture or it's just me.. i realised i have so little time to share with tHAT many people.. for a week of seven days i'm in hall for five days.. in which these five days, i have to spread my time among my ex teammates, my best buddies, my foc camp members, my faculty classmates o group members and hall stuff.. and when i finally get home for the weekends i hardly get to talk to my mum and dad and update them on how i am.. just for this two days i'm prob home to sleep and some time for a short lunch or breakfast before i'm out again with other commitments..

just now, my parents drove all the way from home to pass me my handphone charger(just becos i told them i forgot about it).. it was totally unexpected since it was such a trival matter that i would have hate to bother them with it.. i feel guilty, the most substantial time i've spent with them would be that half to one hour on the car.. dinner etc for this whole week..

this isn't supposed to be the way..

time to reflect..


9:56:00 PM






long awaited post

realised i haven been blogging for quite a while.. and there's just too much stuff i did for the past week.. ha last friday we had finale for our o week, all the groups spent the afternoon preparing for a skit to be presented at night and becos i had hall rag cheering session i could only join my group in the evening. Din really spare me from the performance ha, had a super super extra role in my group's skit.. shan't explain much just that i felt pretty embarrassed and retarded after the whole thing.. but i guess it ended well.. there were a prize ceremony and my village got the best village award. Think they deserved it ha.. all of them super enthusiastic for the whole orientation..

after this long night, i went with biaoge for rag the next morning.. this is the first time i saw rag and i have to agree with the judges that sheares and science ones are nicer than that of Temasek this year.. feel sad for temasek since this year is the first time for the past few years that they din even win anything. NOt even the smallest award.. heard that the seniors comm guys cried and alot alot girls were crying.. guess i was lucky i had to rush off to sentosa else i think i will have difficulty staying tear-less..

sentosa was ok that day, din get to play much till the later part of the day.. me and chu hui were the vases of the day ha.. i remembered the bengs though. Thought they were really funny.. i kept laughing throughout the game.. their humour is prob a mixture of lame + childishness, but mainly its because most of them look older than their age so when they act kiddy it's really funny.. after sentosa was dinner at swensens, food not bad as usual and i ate my childhood favorite (still a favorite now ha) ice cream - class vanilla crunchie cone..

and then on the next day, we went jiali's house! the food was fabulous.. i love the or-ni! (yam paste.. ) maybe i should go make some myself and store them in the fridge in hall.. can eat any time i wan.. after her place we went to settlers to play board games and have dinner.. first time with munchkin.. not bad v fun ha..

first week of school was fine.. lecture was normal.. cept that i thought the introductory lectures were pretty boring.. they brought in a lot irrelevant stuff.. since it was a no tutorial week so i had only a two day week.. still ok i guess.. but i was busy everyday.. dunno why.. think i have to start settling my priorities right..


6:24:00 PM








finally, too bored to be true.. supposed to be helping my hall group for rag now but i can't seem to find any of them hah.. messaged 2 ogls and one of my fren but none replied. Is that a coincidence or all of them just decided to ignore me.. just finished bidding for all my mods today. Checked my Qet results and realised that i need to take the mod.. sad, but that will be in Sem 2. Is that a good news? So by right, if i get all my modules tonight.. and i manage to get the right tutorials my timetable will be super good.. as planned. Three day week. haha.. mon and thur off.. These two days should be my homework days. (^-^)

Yesterday was flag day, prob the first outing i have with my hall orientation group.. ha, glad to say all of them are nice people.. and kbox was really entertaining.. the kind of songs they picked. And some of them even re-enact the mtvs out haha.. i was laughing my lungs out at the comical version of tong hua... but me and gab left early cos the others were on for extending the kbox sesson - i was just not really on for singing haha.. went home after that to bring some stuff and groceries.. at night me mum and dad allowed me to drive to hall! ha, dad says he have a weak heart taking my car.. me mum and younger sis just came along to watch me drive.. first time on the expressway.. not that hard actually. and i did a perfect parking again ha. One time in. =) but no car on one side ha.. so happy.. wanna drive more..

2 hours to go before dinner. better find something to do.. zzz


4:49:00 PM








passed my driving! =) drove my mum to my aunt's house today too.. gotta get use to my car since the accelerator is different from my training car.. and i managed to park without pole(without car too) at 2 turns! ha.. feel super good. =) should be driving more now!


3:55:00 PM






chinablack

chinablack was quite an experience, i had gays asking me to dance with them and a unknown caucasian coming to have a photo taken with me.. the music was really bad but i so entertained by the two hunky gay up on the platform that the night passed really fast.. orh and there were free flow drinks for girls~! it's so worth it.. entry free drinks free.. haha.. and i really drank quite a bit.. after china black was supper breakfast at lao pau sat.. all of them ate fishball noodles at 3
plus 4 in the morning.. weird time i guess.. reached home at 5.30am.. bathe and quickly went to bed pretend to be asleep haha.. cos i know when my brother and sister wake up at 6 later to go school mum will be up.. :P

but no, i'm not turning rebellious.. really. ha.. (^-^)


2:04:00 PM






The Search

"You can't expect to find the right person if you don't know what you're looking for. And to know that, you first have to know a great deal about yourself. This is a crucial area of your life, so tenaciously adher to the rule of being totally honest with yourself about who and what you really are and what you want out of life. This self-examination has to be done at a time when your intellect is in control. If you allow your emotions to guide such an analysis, you may as well forget it. Factual meditation when practices under the influence of panic, can produce dangerous illusions. Think. Have the courage to acknowledge reality. After that, it's a matter of exercising self-discipline - sticking to your rational conclusions at future times when you're under the influence of your emotions." - Robert J.Ringer; Looking for #1

"You may love many things in a person, but if the romantic affinity isn't there, all you really have is a good friend."

*knod knod*


12:34:00 AM








i think i'm getting tired, emotional wise.. all the past 2 months of effort to forget seems to be going down the drain.. so much about talks on relationships, they bring back nth but the astounding fact that yes i'm quite, very, a failure..

i dun know what i wan and i dun wish to find out..

like a lost child spoilt for choices in a crossroad..
he choose to stay where he was
hoping someone bring him to where he belong..


1:39:00 AM






busy busy

have been lazy to blog.. storing all energy for outings and stuff ha.. i've been out so much i think my mum's getting used to only seeing me early in the morn and late at night. Break camp was on 2nd july sat, since then we had outing every one two days and if not everyday ha.. i like the feelin of being kept occupied, having work to do and getting to know people better.. for once, i tot i can forget about all the unhappy stuff.. and being the past me..

shambaa has been great, the girls are getting along like we knew each other for ages.. even tongjee's getting to warm up, we're talking much more now den it was in the camp.. guys were there as usual, offering the support and company we need. Needless to say, there were always the big scums haha.. ( Sensitive Caring Undergraduate Male) our dearest counsellors.. i've never seen counsellors that could be as devoted as they are.. and in return yes, they should have the best small scums and scum-bus.. haa.. definitely hope the scum culture could go on..

i guess joining the camp greatly opened my eye to uni life.. NUS is definitely a place i can enjoy my three years.. and i've much to thank.

will be at east coast later for dbs outing, missed them already!
as for tml, there's community service with shambaa peeps at yishun.. should be an experience
Sat would be another exciting day at east coast ending with potluck at Gabriel's(Shambaa) house
Sun there's jb outing! going to eat seafood at johor with local rick(shambaa) bringing us around..
Mon's sentosa volleyball challenge with shambaa again~!

yes, all these should keep me mia on blogspot for the next few days..
i'll be back. =)


10:53:00 AM






nkiruka cac 2005

First day.

was quite happy when i reached the mrt in the station early in the morning cos the girls in my group are really nice.. we started talking non-stop already, so was like yay i wouldn't be alone.. my group have 6 girls including me, those that came earlier was in pairs. Two from nyjc two from tjc.. so i was the odd one out but still manage to mix quite nicely with all 4 of them.. orh, and they are all the same height as me~!

reach nus, drop our bags and went off for ice breakers.. the usual, wacko and stuff.. but i got most of the names up pretty fast. *grins* hah.. 12 freshies and 16 counsellors.. after which we went back to function room for a short showcase of the different sub clubs in cac (cultural activities club). There were voices (nice!), modern dance, lindy hope, jazz, guitar, social and ballroom dance.. i'm gonna join social dance, the course is v affordable.. $60 bucks for 8 lessons i think.. but i need a partner. ha.. cannot get someone who dunno how to dance.. den cannot get one who's too good at shaking..


anw, first activity of the day, internal hunt. Objective is to get us oriented with places inside nus, we have to travel from faculty to faculty to clear the stations.. most of the time with a partner(definitely a guy).. first station was ng 100 seconds.. 6 pairs of us have to do a stimulated action within the time frame.. first pair have to throw and catch a waterbomb backfacing each other.. second pair walk with a pockey stick and polo sweet den eat it up after walking finish the path.. third pair to fill water bomb with their feet, fourth pair transport water bomb to the fifth pair with their feet.. fifth pair to break the water bomb with their body parts ha.. my pair one just to throw the ball and catch it(from a great height)... we only managed it like in 180 secs hah.. okies, next station i think was the sponge station.. each pair draw lots on which body part to use to transport the sponge with water.. first time round i kanna knee and kangwei(my partner) stomach.. super paiseh ha.. i've to hug him so that he can carry me and my knee to his stomach.. he prob carried me 10 times in total, back and forth back and forth.. i was like shit i damn heavy ha.. the others have some quite funny one, head to toe haha.. i forgot who had the privilege of bowing to geri's feet or something..

after this much, i realise it's quite tough to write out everything in the camp.. so here. These are the photos the counsellors took ha.. just flip through them and i think it says much more..
http://community.webshots.com/user/sanchoo

day 1 ended with the mysterious journey, which all the freshies were blindfolded and walked with hands on the shoulder in front of you.. i was the last one in line so it was pretty nerve wreaking ha.. i have pple suddenly coming behind me and i din dare let go of kw who was in front ha.. quite dumb.. but it was very fun, we played stations like sliding down this long slope blindfolded.. wooh.. den going to this 'sauna' with your partner and grooping in the musky water for stuff.. quite disgusting.. all was done blindfolded ya, so you could only imagine.. yup ha, this was about my favorite station apart from fright night..

time back to room: 4am, wake up time 7am.

to be continued...


1:58:00 PM








was away for five days at nus camp.. super fun~!!!! ha, watch the space.. i will post my piece as soon as i'm done with it.. long long long description about all the fun and laughter.. =)


3:59:00 PM






RAAD~

worked as flyer distributor again today (serena's lobang), pay is so much better than dbs hah.. it's eight per hour.. this time we did for youth park.. i feel like joining the yellow shirts now.. worked for 7 hrs (act started one hr early but did nth) so got paid 56.. cover yesterday's shopping spree le phew.. we were asked to distribute in heartland areas to bring the crowd over so we set off from somerset to bishan.. maybe cos it was too early, not much people.. went back to youthpark at 1.. was asked to stand in the numbers ha.. just sat there and watched jamie yeo host, eunise olsen and maia lee perform.. not bad la, but people there really pathetic. . we kept going out to pull people in and sitting there to increase the volume of applause and support for all those that perform.. not bad la, paid to enjoy performance eat their food and drink.. felicia still won the lucky draw~! $250 bucks.. so lucky, that's more than my 2 weeks of dbs pay.. quite tired now, gotta rest early.. tml dbs work start earlier than usual.. ciao.


9:46:00 PM






shop shop..

finally pulled myself out of comfort today to shop(gotta get a present for sp), ended up walking round the whole of JE area/IMM.. considered my first attempt at great singapore sale (neighbourhood version ha) i guess, bought quite a number of stuff.. lets have a small summary of what i bought..
1) bright orange top, criss cross behind $9.90 (mum sis says it's nice (^-^))
2) my first black eye pencil $1.20
3) big chandelier earrings $5.90 (ex.. but nice..)
4) my first eye shadow (green and going at 20% sale) $6.80
5) lingerie (ha, not conv to say what) $3.80
6) embossing pen $2
7) bathroom stuff $5.95 ((haha, just realised my great singapore sale trip turn to grocery shopping)
8) present for sp $6.90 - i think he will cry.. haha, i bought him baby winnie the pooh wrist rest.. it may sound like i have no brains but ha, compared to a pig/dog/cow head bean bag wrist rest this is much better.. but still dunno if it's appropriate, maybe he'll be like those that joined the camp on the first day and disappear home after that so he won't get to receive my present ha.. i'll keep it for my own.. it's super cutee.
9) similar one for andy hah oh dear.. dunno if i should give him..

spend quite a sum today, but well, satisfied all shopping bugs.. gotta work hard now to earn them back.. this is prob my last GSS attempt anw, went to the library and borrowed three thick text on programming after all these shopping.. super tiring..

time to sleep (-_-)Zzz


11:16:00 PM








"when love turns into hate.. " what removes it?

fatigue.


11:11:00 PM




simple work days

ok, my life has been pretty boring these few days.. ha nothing unusual happened.. had a fun weekend with my group one mates in orchard working.. and had another weird ah pek come approaching me to have my fortune told.. As much as i was interested, i rejected him away... er please approach me when i'm more prepared (get ready an ang bao or something).. don't make me regret after that ha.. but my mum says better not know so much - ignorance is bliss-
ya right. haha.. curiousity kills the cat.. i'm the cat.

hrm, will be busy this week with nus stuff.. medical checkup, settling of tuition fee loans, hostel applications etc.. quite alot of stuff to do... next week busy with andy's Cac camp.. packed.. will update then.. (^-^)


10:03:00 PM








haven been out these few days, spent all my time trying to recover from my idiotic cough coupled w bad throat..

and my best entertainment must have been girls-suck.net, it's really funny. Took this classic piece from it's 2000 archive: Simple facts from a guy point of view(how true are they??)..

Some simple "facts".
1. If you think you are fat, you probably are. Do not ask us. We refuse to answer.
2. Learn to work the toilet seat. If it's up, put it down.
3. Do not cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then, you are stuck with her.
4. Birthdays, Valentines, and anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again.
5. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you do not want to hear.
6. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it.
7. Do not ask us what we are thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as navel lint, the shotgun formation, and monster trucks.
8. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
9. Shopping is not a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way.
10. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really.
11. You have enough clothes.
12. You have too many shoes.
13. Crying is blackmail.
14. Your ex-boyfriend is an idiot.
15. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work. Strong hints do not work. Obvious hints do not work. Just say it.
16. No, we do not know what day it is. We never will. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
17. Yes, peeing standing up is more difficult. We are bound to miss sometimes.
18. Most guys own three pair of shoes. What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress?

this piece has about 48 points but i took the first 18 only,
interested in more? click on my fav reads link~ and go to their 2000 archives. =)


11:08:00 PM






K.O

spent the last three days in bed.. fever kept coming back and throat wouldn't stop hurting... think i hardly ate any substantial food.. no appetite at all.. mum wouldn't allow me to take western med cos they're harmful in the long run.. yes it's true but i dun have time to wait for the chinese med to take effect since i have to work... so ya, had to take day off from work yesterday cos i din feel any better. Mum gave in last night, brought me to doc.. fever at 39.5. Doctor offered me an injection which i rejected haha.. i tot it was not that bad, should be able to go down after some med.. i went home with 5 prescription, one for throat one for fever one for running nose one for cough one antibiotic.. super kua zhang.. my mum also think like wise.. ok partly cos he thinks it might be dengue(jurong has a outbreak recently) i don't think so, my fever's down for a day so far after one dose of everything and now surviving only on the antibiotics.

On personal experience, i think it's better to be out and sweating than lying on the bed the whole day. I pulled myself to work today.. sweat my way through and yes i felt alot better. You can credit it to the antibiotics(still coughing like nuts though) but working out contributes too.

to those who are sick and recovering like me, cheers~!
those who are sick, go see a doctor please.
those who are healthy and jumping, the same old things.. eat less old chang kee, macdonalds kfc, drink more water, eat more fruits. and thank god you're so lucky.


10:20:00 PM






sick..

have been busy these two days with auditions.. suddenly this month christine has alot of assignments.. went to parkway yesterday to audition for a lifestyle commercial, feel awkward talking to the camera.. this is the second audition i did already so the picture taking was ok.. today was even worse.. had another audition for a hair show.. christine made us meet at her office at like 12.30 to practice calkwalk.. i tot it was only for a while but i catwalked for 3 hours.. was already feeling the strain cos i wasn't feeling well.. had a slight fever and bad throat.. head feels heavy the whole day.. we left the office at 3.30 for eunos.. reach around 5 at the company.. was asked some questions and then asked to calkwalk.. the whole audition din last more than 15 mins.. and the journey home was torturous.. maybe it was becos i had a fever that i felt especially cold.. 45 mins train ride felt like forever.

reach home, ate some chin chow for dinner, took two panadols and lozenges and went to bed.

woke up feeling hot and stuffy but fever has subsided.. throat still hurts though.

sigh, i dun like being sick.. makes me feel sad.


11:11:00 PM






sigh

went to the salon today, got my hair dyed for the first time ever.. since my hair was naturally brownish in colour, the stylist actually tot it was a base colour i did recently and recommended only a highlight.. so i was like ok but din really like the idea cos i thought it won't look much different from how it originally is..
in the end.. i don't really think i look like i had a dye.. probably look like i just stood in the sun longer and got my hair more oxidised... sigh, money well spent?
i need comments about my hair.


11:35:00 PM






long day~

good news is that i manage to secure work this week, so at least there's income.. work today was tougher than it was yesterday... we had less breaks cos bryan was kind of uptight today and the weather was really hot..
then during one of those breaks we had, the guys had this session of paper rose making.. hah, find it quite amusing.. it's about the first time i've seen so many guys so interested in this kinda stuff.. kangsheng was the teacher and i think 3 of the guys were picking up the skill.. quite smart though, girls appreciate such little stuff.. and i thought it will be really sweet if a guy would try doing those for you..

ok, digress a little to talk about class outing.. took a train from work to meet fi and co at fish and co... sorry for the phrasing fifi haha.. pork geri kah yee qing yao quek and fidelia was already waiting outside, pork got thinner! now more like lean pork haha, quek got darker while both qy and geri are still the same.. all hyper and cute. Since the others were going to be late, we went in first to get our food.. sy, Arif, zes. Char, yuka, jonlin came some time later. Somehow i tot it became quite noisy at some point cos we were like shouting across the table, feels like A12 in class again ha (^-^)

after eating we went to coffee bean for a short talk before heading for home..

dead beat, time for a short nap. wake up for work later. =


12:36:00 AM