Friday, July 29, 2005
passed my driving! =) drove my mum to my aunt's house today too.. gotta get use to my car since the accelerator is different from my training car.. and i managed to park without pole(without car too) at 2 turns! ha.. feel super good. =) should be driving more now!
3:55:00 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
chinablack
chinablack was quite an experience, i had gays asking me to dance with them and a unknown caucasian coming to have a photo taken with me.. the music was really bad but i so entertained by the two hunky gay up on the platform that the night passed really fast.. orh and there were free flow drinks for girls~! it's so worth it.. entry free drinks free.. haha.. and i really drank quite a bit.. after china black was supper breakfast at lao pau sat.. all of them ate fishball noodles at 3
plus 4 in the morning.. weird time i guess.. reached home at 5.30am.. bathe and quickly went to bed pretend to be asleep haha.. cos i know when my brother and sister wake up at 6 later to go school mum will be up.. :P
but no, i'm not turning rebellious.. really. ha.. (^-^)
2:04:00 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
The Search
"You can't expect to find the right person if you don't know what you're looking for. And to know that, you first have to know a great deal about yourself. This is a crucial area of your life, so tenaciously adher to the rule of being totally honest with yourself about who and what you really are and what you want out of life. This self-examination has to be done at a time when your intellect is in control. If you allow your emotions to guide such an analysis, you may as well forget it. Factual meditation when practices under the influence of panic, can produce dangerous illusions. Think. Have the courage to acknowledge reality. After that, it's a matter of exercising self-discipline - sticking to your rational conclusions at future times when you're under the influence of your emotions." - Robert J.Ringer; Looking for #1
"You may love many things in a person, but if the romantic affinity isn't there, all you really have is a good friend."
*knod knod*
12:34:00 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
i think i'm getting tired, emotional wise.. all the past 2 months of effort to forget seems to be going down the drain.. so much about talks on relationships, they bring back nth but the astounding fact that yes i'm quite, very, a failure..
i dun know what i wan and i dun wish to find out..
like a lost child spoilt for choices in a crossroad..
he choose to stay where he was
hoping someone bring him to where he belong..
1:39:00 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
busy busy
have been lazy to blog.. storing all energy for outings and stuff ha.. i've been out so much i think my mum's getting used to only seeing me early in the morn and late at night. Break camp was on 2nd july sat, since then we had outing every one two days and if not everyday ha.. i like the feelin of being kept occupied, having work to do and getting to know people better.. for once, i tot i can forget about all the unhappy stuff.. and being the past me..
shambaa has been great, the girls are getting along like we knew each other for ages.. even tongjee's getting to warm up, we're talking much more now den it was in the camp.. guys were there as usual, offering the support and company we need. Needless to say, there were always the big scums haha.. ( Sensitive Caring Undergraduate Male) our dearest counsellors.. i've never seen counsellors that could be as devoted as they are.. and in return yes, they should have the best small scums and scum-bus.. haa.. definitely hope the scum culture could go on..
i guess joining the camp greatly opened my eye to uni life.. NUS is definitely a place i can enjoy my three years.. and i've much to thank.
will be at east coast later for dbs outing, missed them already!
as for tml, there's community service with shambaa peeps at yishun.. should be an experience
Sat would be another exciting day at east coast ending with potluck at Gabriel's(Shambaa) house
Sun there's jb outing! going to eat seafood at johor with local rick(shambaa) bringing us around..
Mon's sentosa volleyball challenge with shambaa again~!
yes, all these should keep me mia on blogspot for the next few days..
i'll be back. =)
10:53:00 AM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
nkiruka cac 2005
First day.
was quite happy when i reached the mrt in the station early in the morning cos the girls in my group are really nice.. we started talking non-stop already, so was like yay i wouldn't be alone.. my group have 6 girls including me, those that came earlier was in pairs. Two from nyjc two from tjc.. so i was the odd one out but still manage to mix quite nicely with all 4 of them.. orh, and they are all the same height as me~!
reach nus, drop our bags and went off for ice breakers.. the usual, wacko and stuff.. but i got most of the names up pretty fast. *grins* hah.. 12 freshies and 16 counsellors.. after which we went back to function room for a short showcase of the different sub clubs in cac (cultural activities club). There were voices (nice!), modern dance, lindy hope, jazz, guitar, social and ballroom dance.. i'm gonna join social dance, the course is v affordable.. $60 bucks for 8 lessons i think.. but i need a partner. ha.. cannot get someone who dunno how to dance.. den cannot get one who's too good at shaking..
anw, first activity of the day, internal hunt. Objective is to get us oriented with places inside nus, we have to travel from faculty to faculty to clear the stations.. most of the time with a partner(definitely a guy).. first station was ng 100 seconds.. 6 pairs of us have to do a stimulated action within the time frame.. first pair have to throw and catch a waterbomb backfacing each other.. second pair walk with a pockey stick and polo sweet den eat it up after walking finish the path.. third pair to fill water bomb with their feet, fourth pair transport water bomb to the fifth pair with their feet.. fifth pair to break the water bomb with their body parts ha.. my pair one just to throw the ball and catch it(from a great height)... we only managed it like in 180 secs hah.. okies, next station i think was the sponge station.. each pair draw lots on which body part to use to transport the sponge with water.. first time round i kanna knee and kangwei(my partner) stomach.. super paiseh ha.. i've to hug him so that he can carry me and my knee to his stomach.. he prob carried me 10 times in total, back and forth back and forth.. i was like shit i damn heavy ha.. the others have some quite funny one, head to toe haha.. i forgot who had the privilege of bowing to geri's feet or something..
after this much, i realise it's quite tough to write out everything in the camp.. so here. These are the photos the counsellors took ha.. just flip through them and i think it says much more..
http://community.webshots.com/user/sanchooday 1 ended with the mysterious journey, which all the freshies were blindfolded and walked with hands on the shoulder in front of you.. i was the last one in line so it was pretty nerve wreaking ha.. i have pple suddenly coming behind me and i din dare let go of kw who was in front ha.. quite dumb.. but it was very fun, we played stations like sliding down this long slope blindfolded.. wooh.. den going to this 'sauna' with your partner and grooping in the musky water for stuff.. quite disgusting.. all was done blindfolded ya, so you could only imagine.. yup ha, this was about my favorite station apart from fright night..
time back to room: 4am, wake up time 7am.
to be continued...
1:58:00 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
was away for five days at nus camp.. super fun~!!!! ha, watch the space.. i will post my piece as soon as i'm done with it.. long long long description about all the fun and laughter.. =)
3:59:00 PM
