Saturday, December 31, 2005
blessed girl?
sometimes i do think someone's above looking well after me.. it seems like on days when i'm extremely down.. special little things happen.. special pple appear.. and they just brighten my gloomy days hundred twenty folds... biao ge brought me to a big haagen diaz feast, 'sis' popped by unexpectedly to visit me at work.. an kindly old couple stopped me at a bus stop outside src hoping i would pop in the car and bring them to UCC. After which the kind uncle drove me to soc where i took a bus home. Had a really nice talk with him, he even offered me one ticket to his wife performance at UCC this very night but i couldn't make it.
"Really nice to meet you" was the uncle's last word.
*smiling broadly* "Me too."
2006 in another few hours. Best wishes for a better year.
3:31:00 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
是错非错。。 是对非对。。
我好想与世隔绝。
恶性循环， 反复徘徊。。
能不能让它永远消失。
厌倦，公主也能有平凡的生活。
累了，谁能让我像童话的公主沉睡千万年。。
结局由我改写。
没有王子的相遇，有的是永远活在美丽`快乐梦里的公主。
2:42:00 PM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
月桂女神 - S.H.E
传说漫长 浩瀚如史诗般 记载这段 惶惶不安
颜色金黄 阿波罗的光芒 却比不上 达芙妮的勇敢
没有一种爱可以 在自由之上
达芙妮的伤 化身 月桂树 倔强
月桂树飘香 那夜风恋月光 我的爱很不一样素净的脸上 从不抹浓妆 坚持 自己喜欢月桂树飘香 云缠绕星光 我要 有话就讲无边的海洋 那辽阔的想像 比谁 都不平凡森林河畔 阿波罗在追赶 哭着戴上 达芙妮的桂冠
被束缚的爱 已经没有了 温暖
达芙妮的伤 心疼 千年间 流传
爱摇晃 爱靠岸 我航向前方 寻找桂冠
不做你的朋友 - S.H.E
慢慢失忆 所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱在盆地 生怕再一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候
说我让你感动过
别握住我的手说我一定会懂 作不成的爱人变成最好朋友别牵着我的手想着别人脸孔换个方式牵手并不会更好过可不可以不做你的朋友慢慢心痛 没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中 看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候 对我比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气 还下雨 别这样下去
我难过 不是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街口
怎麼走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不做你的朋友
Two songs that are on my playlist now.. really nice..
3:39:00 PM
Saturday, December 24, 2005
results.
results are out, the one that i spent the least effort on has the highest grade.. ya maybe cos it's bio and i like it but it just feels wrong.. spend alot alot time on programming.. but still the results doesn't seem to reflect anything.. discrete was a sigh of relief since i scrape through it throughout the sem.. and some two weeks of last min revision helped in the final..
i'm upset with chinese though.. spent a considerably amount of time on it cos i tot i could score.. had an average B B+ for my assignments.. but it seems that final paper dragged it down.. i tot i had a fair attempt.. but the prcs around me tot it easy.. if my grades are pulled becos others were better it's just demoralising.. i wish sometimes we would be awarded on merit.. if everyone does well den give everyone a good grade! Don't bell curve it...
but whatever.. feelin much better after the arcade session just now.. playing lots of violent stuff help.. you know like time crisis house of the dead and lost world thingy... orh yes, daytona-ing for the whole night is cool too. I like racing..
so tired.
i dun wan to think about next sem.
3:33:00 AM
Friday, December 23, 2005
CAC Jingles and Roast
read biaoge and alvin's blog.. seems like the taxi driver that drove to my house was more controversial than the bbq itself.. ha, if you guys wanna know what happen.. kindly refer to the links to their blogs.. my response weren't as bad as the guys, maybe becos i'm not the one being lectured and i'm used to weird uncles talking weird philosophy to me.. just smile and go, relax guys!
the bbq was ok, i was pretty lethargic throughout ha.. left the socialising and cooking to the guys.. i just sat there eat and rot.. and the drive back home was pretty tiring. Still don't really like long monotonous rides.. i was on the road for more than 3 hours on that day i think, one quarter of my tank! Orh, and we drove past some jam due to some accident.. i only saw a glimpse of squashed helmet and bike since i was driving, but biao ge say he saw half of a body! although i dun think it's v possible, the body wouldn't be left in the open and it seems like the ambulance had already came and left.
reached home bathed and K.O.
2:10:00 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
would you be touched if someone bought your favorite apple strudal from perth with the help of someone whom he doesn't really know and getting it cold and fresh from a fridge in mos burger takashimaya one day after it's down from a plane~?
i would. And i am!
Thanks soooooooo much for it =)
i promise i will turn super healthy after eating it. AND I WOULD EAT THEM SLOWLY. ha.. eat them till i turn 18 next year hahhahaaa..
12:49:00 AM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
lots of recap~
i can't remember what i did the past few days really, only know that i was super busy and serious devoid of sleep.. hahaa.. ok not that serious.. i just hate having only 6-7 hours of sleep only during hols!! i'm suppose to loosen up and enjoy the break but ya i forgot about trainings.. but yea, on the three days;
thurs: went to watch harry potter in the morning with bg and younger sis, i think it was quite nice though they cut and change quite a bit.. i just like magical stuff ha.. think narnia would be nice too.. wasted time around jp and ate anderson ice cream! hrmm somehow it din taste as nice as it used to be.. reached home and collasped on bed, slept till 8 plus at night and drove to th for training in a rush. Reached there only to find out training was cancelled ha, blur me din bother to check my phone before i went out.. was quite reluctant to go home so drove over to bg house and asked him out for supper/dinner.. so cool! i saw the big pool below his place haha.. reached home at midnight~
fri: went to school early in the morn for cac meeting, had lunch till 1 with bg, jf, wk and fren. went back to temasek and borrowed harry potter and the half blood prince to read in block b tv lounge.. fell asleep halfway.. haa.. woke up in a daze for training in hall and ivp training in src.. trained all the way from 4 to 8.. den ate dinner with ivan zhiwei and donald in fong seng.. reached home at 10 plus bathed and slacked around.. den around midnight 12 plus younger sister called n asked me to fetch her and her frens home cos it was late after they went starbucks-ing... went out and ahmad-ed around for an hour.. reach home 1 plus and collasped on bed.
sat: training at 11 today.. ended at 1 plus after which i ate lunch with april and discussed about people in the main team.. reach home at 3, slept for an hour and started dressing up for the night. Went to yh's commissioning ball in hyatt hotel, the place's super pretty! the rooms are so nice too.. anw had a good time there, think alot parts were super funny.. i couldn't stop laughing.. and we had a table of nice pple! the girls were all v v nice n the guys funny.. nice yh saw me home too, thanks!
tml's vball at sentosa in the morning and work after that.. long day..
next week, mon's packed, tue's packed, wed's packed....
can somemore give me a 36 hr day?
zzz....
1:46:00 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
think blogger's as sick as i am.. somehow my navigation can only work on the countdown, 5 4 3 2 1.. the other way round makes it hang.. changed the size of the font as well for those with small eyes ha.. missed vball training today, headache's still as bad. As long as i doesn't move it doesn't hurt.. the moment i stand and walk around the needles just start poking.. so idiotic.. and i'm eating plain stuff for the whole day! That's so sad.. stuff like porridge ain't fillin as well.. i'm so hungry now.. think i'll lose more weight den expected.. hhaaa.. i so wan to sun tan too, i'm so snow whitely i look like i just woke up all the time.. but i hate ugly bikini lines.. you won't look nice in tubes..
oh well, captains meeting for all the halls tml. Better catch some sleep.
sheesh, i just remembered i've to work tml night. =.=
12:40:00 AM
Monday, December 12, 2005
dark skin
haha.. still like dark stuff more.. so here's black black skin!
had training in the morning, gave a zillion duo qiu to the girls.. this is so fun, ha better than doing the stuff i always do..
having a headache/slight fever, hope it goes away soon. Ain't right to be falling sick during school hols..
mummy coming back soon! in another 2 hrs, hope she brings back lotsa stuff (^-^)
10:36:00 PM
work work
first day of work today at my sister's restaurant.. it's this yee cheong yuen noodle restaurant at holland v, cannot really rem the name.. quite easy la, all i have to do is to clear plates wipe table and serve occasionally.. got free drinks and food too hahaha.. although pay v low.. but ay, better than nothing..
then there was this dog who kept lazing around the restaurant door.. big and looks v old.. curious, i asked my sis..
"whose dog ar?"
"holland v's one, always walk around this area.."
"orh ok, v old ar"
"ya lor, got name one."
"what?"
"BOBBY"
wahahahaa...
12:16:00 AM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
temasek hall 6 games
games turn out better than we tot, we won girls singles mixed and men's single. haa.. and behold, only 2 out of our 4 guys turn up.. so if we lost the mixed both of them have to repeat for the doubles.. and there were medals! not bad eh, more than just normal friendly game.. volleyball was so stressing.. i doubt i ever dare to play in actual competition ha.. all of them are so good while i can't even get my basics right.. nvm, all's in the name of fun eh.
closing was enjoyable.. lots of singing.. should have more of this friendly interaction next time i think, reduced hostility built during some of the games.
time to rest.. long day (^-^)
11:08:00 PM
was browsing through friendster.. he got a new pic up. After like a million years. It was a pic of him with his army frens somewhere, all in their num 4..
he looks really happy..
but i weren't..
oh well, couple more days to his bday. Stay happy.
10:53:00 PM
Friday, December 09, 2005
temp blogskin?
ha, decided to change to one blogskin that has a bigger space for me to put pictures up . Decided this after countless browsing at like 2-3am.. my younger sister says it's so not me ha so maybe i'll change after a while.. n had some crap with the code, couldn't tahan so ask my sister to help me look at it while i go bed sleep ha.. it's all nicely up now! Cloud's so cool here, nice nice..
just had 4 hrs training straight.. legs a little rubbery towards the end.. but it's good exercise! (^-^) tired liao, tml 7am got hall 6 games.. have a feelin it's gonna be crap ha..
good luck to us.
11:01:00 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
old liao
madam me old liao.. just had vball training.. tiring lei.. and i'm damn bad at controlling my arms.. i'm prob the worst out of da whole lot hahaaah.. played quite a bit today and my shoulder pain!! die ar, use too much strength to serve today.. i see all the other sports damn organised.. this is bad, cos i dunno how mine's gonna be.. hah, i'm a damn lousy captain la.. and tabletennis is so gonna die under me.. dad in good mood! had the car for the night.. ha, drove to th for training at 8 and drove back at 10pm.. feels v xing fu.. dun have to wait long long for bus.. hopefully all night training he let me drive..
on what i've been doing the last few days.. went out with ser for sakae buffet, ate ALOT ALOT ALOT... mostly salmon somemore.. den went to walk around bugis to digest the food, was super couch potato for alot days.. watch alot anime, pride, war of the world, constantine, mr and mrs smith on my laptop.. i think it's gonna crash soon hahaa... enjoying my holidays! but so sad, i've been waking up at 9 almost everyday just to do the laundry and stuff... by the afternoon i'll be so sleepy i've to take naps.. this is me mum's lifestyle lor..
ha, going to watch more stuff.. happy holidays everyone. =)
12:53:00 AM
Friday, December 02, 2005
freedom! is or isn't?
miss darling vivian just enjoyed her 2 days of freedom after a hectic studying of 3 long weeks... she took public transport for the first? second? time after 3 weeks yesterday! that's so amazing.. haha, cos she realised all the time she've been just travelling inside nus and nowhere.. damn geek.
the last burst of fire for last paper was horrid, darling vivz got so distracted and bored she was talking to the moth that landed on her textbook while she was reading. She was talking too to ah pui for probably an hour plus in her room asking ah pui stuff like if she was hungry.. one must come to realise those were redundant questions since even if ah pui was hungry there was no food since she ate most of it up the previous day. dear ah pui was such great company she was asleep on the door mat half the time vivz was talking. that's what great frens are for right, lend ur ears even if you're sleepy.
on day after paper, one saw a ki siao vivz jumping along mpsh telling everyone not to worry cos all's over, oogling at her eyecandy who so happened to be playing bball at the courts.. and prob hopping her way to soc for fantastic lunch with dominic and chen wei. Topic was crap for a hefty one and half hour, after which vivz flew back to hall drop her damn heavy bags dress up and went off to shop! walked the entire day with jianfeng looking at clothes, shorts and more bags for jem.. joker vivz tried this amusing garbage dress that was huge and funny, fluffy and flirtatious(cos it was huge and low cut ha) day ended with victory items a nice black T and the ever comfy shorts.. it was pink! the only disappointment was the lack of nice minis around..
after the day of shopping, she went back hall and started packing the entire room.. got so amused by the visit of both! ah pui and ah san in the room.. esp ah san who kept pawing the stack of hangers as if they were some creatures that would counter attack.. after packing, vivz slept at 5am after some unexpected drama and woke up 9 this morning for cac meeting.. the group of five namly vivz and so not cute kangkang bg, alvin, jiayao, junquan ate at holland v this nice pizza place, ordered three large pizzas that tasted absolute heavenly.. thin crust and lotsa filling..
she then ko-ed after more attempts to pack till mrs mum came to get her to airport to fetch sis who's back from thailand trip.. macho vivz brother single handedly carried 5 big bags of luggage that could weight tons all the way to car and home! glad all the years of stuffing him with food helps, he's grown to be of use. ha.
but yeah, mrs mum thinks there's too much to bring home. there will be a second trip where vivz might get to drive to hall and bring them back. how exciting! bet she will stray else where with the car hahaa..
dear mrs mum's flying off to beijing tml..
10 days mum-less! == more housework for vivz.. n no johor shopping spree with sponsors
*sigh* *hai* *pouts whatever*
alright, enjoy the holidays. (^-^)
10:37:00 PM
