preferred to be called: vivz, jie, ying
years of existence: 20
affilated: capricorn, jan, 6, 1986
preoccupied with: sports, committee work, funka, slacking, sentosa, eating

*loves:
{corica's apple strudals
{sushi buffets
{creamy pasta
{animals
{slim bods
{stars

*loathes:
{xiao qiang
{xiao qiang
{xiao qiang
{n xiao qiang

sony ericsson k800i/k750i/k610i
giordano jeans
halter bikinis
my taka earring
skincare =)

small sis}
bro}
sis}
arif}
ade}
anli}
alvin}
bong}
dennis}
eugene}
huijie}
joanne}
kangwei}
junquan}
lide}
meishi}
victoria}
ruishan}
yeehung}
jared}
jiehan}
weiyan}
xuebin}
zhenjie}
zherui}
zhenzhou}
zhenghao}
03a12}
04s6b}

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pigsy trotsy

becos of a moment of folly..

my leg become this.


before wearing my guard..

and after..



12:33:00 AM






throatty trotty..

miss vivz had a bad throat for near 2 weeks! scary.. think her frens are almost getting used to her so not sexy voice that sounds blocked forever.. its not so serious so that she gotta see a doc.. just that she hasn't eat fried food for a long long time.. but she still had the blessings of eating gelare ice cream waffle! *beams* *blissed* *<-- glutton*

but v fit *ahEm* her went for cyclohunt.. cycled for 7 and half hours and nearly had her thigh muscles torn haaa.. racing through from ecp to kallang indoor stadium, boon keng, upper thomson, lower pierce, yio chu kang, novena, newton den back to ecp via bugis kallang lavender again! i wondered how many km that is..

not fogetting the fact of having nearly lost her life if not for her cat instincts upon biaoge's ultimate stunt of the year.

sigh.. its been a long day.. so much work, so bored! hope the voice comes back soon!


12:32:00 AM






Preaching preaching..

i think its such an amazing thing to know that everyone's view of life view of ethics personal principles is different in each and other way. Even views of siblings might differ, principles in principle is not fixed~! Then how did our parents bring us up i wonder.

its like, you may think doing something a particular way is right, appropriate. Then someone comes along and tell you "hey, that's a big mistake. You should have done it this way." Either you open up to the idea or insists that yours is right.

i was arguing with my sister (not the fierce kind, normal debate) about her teaching her tuition kids. She thinks that one of the tutee is lazy, refuses to put in effort becos she forgets everything she taught her just a week ago. And the cycle continues. So she will be damn fierce, scold her and get annoyed if she asks questions that has been answered a million years. And this works! for a week only she claims. After which her tutee turns back to normal. haha.. sounds like a problematic case. Then there i was trying to impose my idea of teaching.. all the patience and rubbish.. it applies to me of course cos i wouldn't lose my cool just becos someone ask me algebra over 10 weeks. But i realised it doesn't to my sister. so well, we each stayed on with our views.. she shall teach in her way and me to mine.. interesting, i bet we both will have extremely different kind of tutees if we one day decided to open a moral school hahahah

i realise in our daily affairs, people are constantly trying to impose their principles on each other.. it becomes part of our personality.. how we tHink things should be done.. den of course conflicts arises. wHo is to determine who's doing the right thing? at times like this, i do think that trying to impose your principles on others can get really annoying.. maybe cos deep down no one likes to be preached.. esp someone as stubborn as me. haha.. i dun like it when people tell me to do things their way not becos its a better solution but becos my approach is wrong.. it just activates the self defence mechanism and nth comes out of it.. but strangely it doesn't applies to my mum.. maybe i think i inherit alot of her views, some of my dad's too.. so most are readily accepted. Only in rare cases.

oh well.. after such a hefty long piece.. i shall hereby TRY to NV impose my view on others(which i dunno how often i'm guilty of), cept on rare cases(life and death). So i prey(pun intended) whoever who tries to do that to me to stop too!

amitabha. hahah.


12:14:00 AM








it was a amusing scene at sukiya just now, i was about to sit down when i realised a whole table of group 2 people were sitting at the table beside.. so the whole bunch of them stared while i sat.. *slow motion* perplexed at being stared i kept saying "zuo mo?" (why?) Fabian and bengchang they all just stayed quiet and continue staring at me while i settle down.. and it was like 8 9 pairs of eyes looking at me while i sat down put my bag and look at them before bengchang said smiling "deng ren ar" haha...

maybe they tot i was having a hot date on a thursday at 8pm... in school =.=

but no, here i'm in the new jap restaurant.. alone and spending near to one hour to finishing my ramen.. thanks to my horrible throat... i should start on my diet of eating congee everyday from now onwards. NO MORE FRIED FOOD! ---> damn hard. haha.. k time to go back to doing my work.. i like working alone! its so much more efficient..


9:01:00 PM






perfectionist

i made a silly mistake at work today. although it wasn't totally my fault, there was all this guilt mounting up in the chest till it felt awful.

the palmist told me once that i'm a perfectionist.. and that probably explains why i get upset so much when i make mistakes.. i learnt from the mistake. So next time its time to learn to let go.

I'll be a happier person then. (^-^)


Human err, but sometimes i just hope it wasn't me.


7:51:00 PM








my grandpa passed away on thursday.. i'm better already.


its just a time to start moving on and appreciate those that are around you.


10:11:00 PM